msbrightsidee

BTW

2010-07-01T23:37:00.001-07:00

stop reading. tis sucky
here you go

http://msbrightsidee.wordpress.com/

YAYAYYA

im like a bird.

2010-06-28T00:41:00.000-07:00

only not at all.
Good bye blogger.
you can S my D.
HAAA
hello wordpress.

So come out of your cave walking on your hands And see the world hanging upside down.

2010-06-10T23:25:00.001-07:00

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

I'm sorry.

2010-06-03T02:06:00.000-07:00

Yupp. I am a douche bag. I really suck at thinking about other peoples feelings sometimes. Ive tried to fix that. But i just fail. Im strong minded and entirely open about my opinions....even when my opinions hurt people i care about. But i never meant to hurt anyone. I talk to much and im generally over confident which would make my opinion even more annoying. I almost feel i should delete this blog just because i know its not helping me. My goal to not post anything to personal has failed me. Im sure some of you have guessed my point. So im just going to get there. I do not have a problem with anyone who believes in or follows any religion. I realize that this may have been (and by may i mean entirely was) what it seemed like. I had some pretty out there posts. But i never meant them to seem like i had a problem with anyone religious or likewise. I entirely support religion and find it incredibly interesting to learn about. (which is pretty much the point of those posts) Religion is just not something i understand or want to pursue personally. My mind cant accept it. But if yours does i have nothing against it. Ive tried to bring it into my life countless times but its just not me. I realize it would probably lead to me becoming a better person and to me embracing a part of me that could do great things. But once again i say. its just not who i am. and thats why im apologizing. Im apologizing because im sorry that words i wrote hurt you and changed your opinion of me and because im sorry that i cant learn to be the better person you see me being. But im ready to fully accept you and im sorry that i was too hurt to see the stupidity in myself. Truly id just like to sit down and have a conversation with you. But i dont see that ever being something you want to do. I cant believe i ever let something get between me and a friend i truly care about. I dont even know why im writing this. Cause once again its 2 in the morning and i seem to regret posts i write when im supposed to be sleeping. But its something that needs to be said cause i dont know if i can deal with this any longer. Even though i know i have brought this on myself... This post didnt need to be that long... pretty much my point is i miss having you around.

We all know what pan does when shes lazy.

2010-05-26T22:53:00.000-07:00

I say hey I'll be gone today
But I'll be back all around the way
It seems like everywhere I go
The more I see
the less I know
But I know one thing
That I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

I’ve been a lot of places all around the way
I’ve seen a lot joy and I’ve seen a lot of pain
but I don’t want to write a love song for the world,
I just want to write a song about a boy and a girl
Junkies on the corner always calling my name
And the kids on the corner playing ghetto games
When I saw you getting down well I hoped it was you
And when I looked into your eyes I knew it was true
I say Hey I'll be gone today
But I'll be back all around the way
It seems like everywhere I go
The more I see
the less I know
But I know one thing
That I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

Now I’m not a highly metaphysical man
But I know when the stars are aligned you can
bump into person in the middle of the road
look into their eyes and you suddenly know
Rocking in the dance hall moving with you
Dancing in the night in the middle of June
My momma told me don’t lose you
‘cause the best luck I had was you
I said Hey I'll be gone today
But I'll be back all around the way
It seems like everywhere I go
The more I see the less I know
But I know one thing
That I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

And I said rocking in the dance hall moving with you
I said Hey momma hey momma close to you
Rocking in the dance hall moving with you
I said hey papa, hey papa close to you
Rocking in the dance hall moving with you
I said Hey Momma close to you
Rocking in the dance hall moving with you I said
hey momma, hey momma, hey momma, hey momma
hey momma, hey momma, hey momma, hey momma
what you gonna do?

My momma told me don’t lose you
Cause the best luck I had was you
And I know one thing that I love you
I said hey I'll be gone today
but I’ll be back all around the way
It seems like everywhere I go
The more I see the less I know
I said hey I'll be gone today
but I’ll be back all around the way
It seems like everywhere I go
The more I see the less I know
But I know one thing that I love you

Dont you rain on my parade. :)

2010-05-24T21:58:00.000-07:00

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.

- Groucho Marx

What exactly is happiness and how can we find it? Though it is defined as the condition of being content, the concept of happiness is still vague. Happiness is often thought of as having a lot of money, love, or power. In short getting everything you want and more. But can these things actually make people happy? Happiness, which is often assumed of as a fairly simple concept, is actually more than what people think of it. Although this natural emotion is desired by many, it is very obscure and therefore, for most, extremely difficult to find. It can be mysterious and elusive. Sought for, but often not found. Everybody desires to be happy. It is essential to our health and well-being. Happiness, though intangible, is one of the most important aspects in an individual’s existence. So why not be happy? Most people are about as happy as they make up their mind to be. So why does it have to be so complicated. Humans look at it from the wrong angle. They see it as something to search for instead of realizing it is something they are capable of. Notice that the glass is always half full. Happiness is something we all hold in the palm of our hands.

Fuck you, Fuck you Very, Very much! :)

2010-05-20T22:23:00.000-07:00

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
you make me laugh. So im pretty much stoked. Like, of course im not happy with the fact buuuut. Yeah. Ok. So my dads crack whore (notice lack of caps, ever, cause shes a WHORE) A BIG ONE. has apparently moved to New Zealand with my ever loving (not) faj. So, we have known this was a possibility. But truely we thought it was more likely that she was living in PG.
But nooope. SO pretty much me and my brother are planning murder. Of course not litterally. Some quotes from this convo go like this:
Paul: "So, mom, if i come back from NZ with a criminal record would that be a bad thing?"
Mom: "Yes. Even though it does sound like fun." i laughed forever.
BHAAAA
yeah. so i plan on never really referring to her as any thing that is even slightly not bitchy.
possible nicknames include bitch, whore, possibly cunt? just cause i love my brother. Now. Truely at first i was in that hell yes mood. and im stoked to pwn her. just cause. and to get her to make me mince pies alll theee timmmeee. and cut off her hair in her sleep. and
you know put rat poison in her crack. replace her cocaine with icing sugar. you know how it is.
I truely dont understnad how you could ever do that to anyone? What she did to us? I dont know how she lives with her self. Shes idiotic. And very very very lucky. That she has mangaed to avoid me for this long. I used to see her all the time. And really ...i wonder why? oh hey crack whore wanna have sex with me while my kids wait in the car?? ohhh suure fuck tard. sounds like fun. I want to beat her face in so bad. so bad. like to a pulp. and truely. these feelings are not uncalled for at all.

And ok. So fuck tard. Im gonna rant here. the more i rant the easier it will be to actually tell you that i dont think i can ever forgive you for what you did to me? what was all this bull shit you tried to give me how many years ago? yeah, "we and your moms have our problems, but well always be a family" BULLSHIT. we wernt even a family there. The only reason you could deal with being home is because there was something to clean. which means you could ignore us. and all those times you lied? yeah. i know about many. and the rest (which are prolly much more plentiful) i can guess that they are prolly worse. OH and yeah. I dont care if i never had a proper father. But wog needed you. He still needs you. I so wished you had at least tried. And no, giving him a beer at the river bank when hes 8 isnt trying. Not including him in anything you do isnt trying. One of your best friends is being a better dad to him then you ever were. and all he had to do is get him to help with the stupid business that you wouldnt leave to him. Cause youre a tard. and actually wait when im on this i am going to rant. Its your fault that i cant deal with sad feelings adn its your fault that i feel i need to be loved by everyone. And maybe thats why i always loved you more. Cause you didnt love me and i felt i had to try extra hard so you would show any form of fatherly feelings. Mommy gave me all i could ask for. All the love in the world. But she wasnt the challenge you were. Everyday id try to get a hug. Just a hug. I remember when you would get mad ta me for that. Just causee i wanted a hug? cause youre my father? or you are supposed to be... But this only made me try harder. I loved to complain about my legs hurting cause then you would carry me around on your shoulders. You rlove menat so much more to me. I see now its cause there wasnt really any there. and im ok with that. i can deal. but i kno wim better then that whore. so why dont you see that too?? and so i can say i hope the sand and thee booze is treating you well.

oh and.

Look inside,
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who
can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you (Fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get,
Do you get a little kick out of
being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you,
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it and
it's really distasteful

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck yooooou

You say
You think we need to go to war
well you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
who need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you

...i love you.

I keep trying to sleep but its really not working for me.

2010-05-18T01:37:00.000-07:00

How am i finding these?
ANYWHO. As i was saying before......
Why is god so superior? I never truely understood that fact. Everyones like well he did this and this and this. But really, why is that so impressive? Like, i have nothing against it, and feel free to enlighten me. But why is it so impressive? They have kinda proved the whole he created everything theory wrong. Like maybe he did create the earth but the fact that he created everything on earth has so much proof going against it. Like come on. I implore you to see reason.(sorry harry potter quote) Like even my crazy catholic teacher got over that fact he had some odd theory that mixed evolution and the story of creation together in a way that made sense. I supported that. Other then that we all praise him because he sent his son to die for our sins? But how exactly did he release us from our sins by dieing.? I appreciate it and all. But im just not really sure how i benefit. Maybe i missed this day in school. And once again i say feel free to enlighten me. I just dont understand. Cause reall yeah ok sure he sent his son to die for our sins. But isnt every second father in America doing that right now? Their sons are fighting in Afghanistan and such to release the states from sin. Cause isnt that what killing people for oil is considered? yeah i duunno. maybe these men deserve more praise. I applaud them. :)

And then theres the fact that we do all this so we wont get sent strait to hell. But you see that confuses me. Why are we avoiding hell again? Yes, ok heaven is supposed to be perfect. But ive never really had a thing for perfect. And the idea of not being bale to sin, ever. Really bores me. And yes we are supposed to fear Satan. OOOO the devil. But doesnt the teachings of the church say that Satan is still on earth spreading sin? (Not even mentioning the fact that jesus was supposed to return 30 years after he died and save us from Satan. or am i wrong?) So, Heres the dealio. Im supposed to fear hell cause satan will torture me in hell. But satan is on earth. Why do i fear hell again? Its warm. I like sinning. YAYY. so truely i just dont understand any of it. It just confuses me. And im supposed to be sleeping. But this is what was running through my head. SO i rant. and sleep now.
yeaaaahhh.

Am i actually going to properly blog? HOLY SHIT

2010-05-18T00:38:00.000-07:00

Love is madness. Its all bullshit. Like really. Who knows what love really is. No one does. But how else do we all describe this feeling? We all feel it eventually. And if not well then i pray to allah for you. But truely if i think it through i dont really believe in love. Like dont take that the wrong way. I do. But mostly i believe in happiness. We all want to be happy. And love is just another factor in happiness that we have all made up and squished into our heads. And it makes no sense. Buts its always there. And we all want it. Wed kill for it. Die for it. And it makes absolutely no sense. What does that tell you about the human mind? Were all idiotic thats what. But that is ok. Cause i love being happy. And i love love. WOOP WOOP.

"Now is he interesting or do you think he'd bore us"
I love Lily Allen.
but shes right.

Would you please take me away from this place
I cannot bear to see the look upon your faces
And if there is some kind of god do you think he's pleased
When he looks down on us I wonder what he sees
Do you think he'd think the things we do are a waste of time
Maybe he'd think we are getting on just fine
Do you think he's skint or financially secure
And come election time I wonder who he'd vote for

Ever since he can remember people have died in his good name
Long before that September
Long before hijacking planesHe's lost the will he can't decide
He doesn't know who's right or wrong
But there's one thing that he's sure of this has been going on too long

Do you think he'd drive in his car without insurance
Now is he interesting or do you think he'd bore us
Do you think his favourite type of human is caucasianDo you reckon he's ever been done for tax evasion
Do you think he's any good at remembering people's names
Do you think he's ever taken smack or cocaine
I don't imagine he's ever been suicidal
His favourite band is Creedence Clearwater Revival

Ever since he can remember people have died in his good name
Long before that September
Long before hijacking planes
He's lost the will he can't decideHe doesn't know who's right or wrong
But there's one thing that he's sure of this has been going on too long

Ever since he can remember people have died in his good name
Long before that September
Long before hijacking planes
He's lost the will he can't decide
He doesn't know who's right or wrong
But there's one thing that he's sure of this has been going on too long

I dont know how this is getting back into my mind. But its always there. And its stupid. I dont want to have anything against religion. But there are certain things that have happened in my life that kinda have pushed me in that direction. And dont get me wrong i will support anyones views. But really. I do think god would bore me. If hes anything like my childhood religion classes then i would be bound to get into a heated argument with him about anything from womens rights to his problems with the superiority complex.

Speaking of which. What do you kids have against communism. Yes i know its never works out properly. And truely its just socialism. BUT WHATEVER! it seemed to work in Cuba. Anything that can make an entire country so happy cant possibly be that bad. And yes i know it would work for us. Especially at this point in our development. But.........whatever. Go to cuba. its rad.

and on that note.

"Can you believe this shit? I guess hell froze over. ... a lot of people come up here and thank Jesus for this award. I want you to know that no one had less to do with this award than Jesus. So, all I can say is, 'suck it, Jesus.' This award is my god now."

HAH.
yeah youre hot.

Have you seen it!? Its great! Theyve got stuff!

2010-04-30T18:53:00.000-07:00

YOUR MOM
sorry
you know what i like?
HA
no you dont
WHY DOESNT MY BLOG MAKE ANY SENSE?!!?!?!?
im not sure why amanda
oh good amanda
....godddammnnn
ok
yeah fun
i dont know why i update this especially since it makes no sense at all ever
EVER
and i say this in every post
but DO you know what i like
i like this
HA your still confused
goood
HA
byee :)

'Cause I just wanted I just wanna say Baby I believe .

2010-04-24T16:56:00.000-07:00

Jonathan just moved my couch in its entirety.
...and is rubbing elizabeth... :D
YAYAYA
ahahaha
ummmm
so i realize that my blog really makes no sense at all
OO PHONE
jonathan is dumb and wont give me my phone.......
OK
im going to make sense!
today i awoke to a very angry mother
(IM ACTUALLY GONNA TELL YOU ABOUT MY DAY)
she wantedme to clean
and i did clean
BECAUSE LIZ IS STAYING HERE ALL WEEKEND
YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA
now my bedroom is uber clean
just for liz
they are being flirty....ewww
paul is so idiotic
LIKE REALLY
hmmm
we went to dq for lunch
and ate nom
and creeped
then we went to shoppers
and bought fake tan and perrrty lipstick
JONATHAN IS SINGING!
looove
anywho
then we went to the library and creeped some more
and i read some modern age religious books
YAYAYA
about Christianity
and jewssss
and it was very interesting
annnnd some old chick was hitting on jonathan
and we laughed at her
and then when we were not laughing at her
she was like "what? are you guys laughing at me or something?"
and were like "shhhwaaaattttttt?"
i love jamie. :)
MUSE
hmmm
yeah
then i stole aunty nens jacket
jamie is tickling me :)
JONATHAN IS STRIPPING
hello :)
hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhaahahhahahaha!
i like his tummy
and his bum
i hope he doesnt take any of this seriously
im such a creeeeper
i see jonathans underwear
not that i havnt seen it before
i love the musical :)
DUDE!
tim still reads my blog?
i thought he hated me
IM SORRY TIM
ummmmmm like really
and want kool aid
paul is romping
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
SITNKY BOY
i love jonathan......
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
my blog fails so bad because its just stream of consciousness
STEVEN MCCOLL GOT IN MY PANTS!?!?!??!
WHAT!?!?!??!!
since when?
apparently so though
cool cool
i should go get ready for gala
WHICH IM NOT IN
AUGH
sorry :)
i love you world.

oh. ps.
liz is sexy!
pps. so is jonathan
ppps. im joking around
im not actually in love with jonathan :)
pppps. he is really rad though
ppppps. i should stop talking. :)

ZABOOOOMAFOOOOO! (:

2010-04-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

:D
that is all that necessary
i dunno
i like being happy though
i really miss the days when i had some form of time to
and actually did blog
and actually made sense
only not at all
cause i dont do thatt ever...ever
im so lame
all the time
hmmm
i dont really want to blog very much right now
i need to find some good lyrics to name this blog
ituuunes
nvm
much better title
i should...AHHHH
CHANGE MUSIC NOW
yay! for flaming lips
and wayne cohen
:D
im gonna stop this now
its so slow
hahahahha
imm sorry for being boring :(
muahha

if you love me wont you let me know.

2010-04-18T19:43:00.000-07:00

Im gonna write a real post now.
and not be entirely lame
woohoooh on life right abotu now
had a rad weekend
shall have a a grand week
cause i love music festival!!! YURRSH
and life...
and hikes...
and ma friends..
AND GLEEEEEE
yusss
im sorry
just yeah
i want to watch glee right now.... for no specific reasons
did i not promise this blog would never get personal
yupp yupp yupp
so it wont
so i deffo have a dance tmmrw
i get to be kermit the frog yeahh thats right
and im nervous for wednesday
i have interpretation
....................................
FEAR
a lot of FEEEAAAAARRRRRRRRR
lord
I LOVE MY LIFE
goddamn
:D
im lame
i am just gonna continue in this circle
cause me being excited makes me feel lame
no excitement for panda
lalalalalallalalalal
just skipping
and lost of hickes
yayyy
and gleee
YURSH
godamn

i am lame

I have problems.

2010-04-18T19:42:00.001-07:00

i want swings

:)

2010-04-18T19:40:00.001-07:00

YAYYYYYYYY. thats all i have to say.

Je suis pathétique.

2010-04-04T00:01:00.000-07:00

bumm dee bummm
so here i am
sitting at home alone
bumm dee bummm
no one to talk to
no one
except my books
books are my friends
books are my lurves
im gonna marry a book
specifically this one
im not sure who would write this
BUT it sounds amazing
truely
muahaha
tennillle come home!!!
lizard come home!!!
hunneh...youre home but you ar with man friend
lame
i want books now
immature drama is a win
oh yeah!!
so once again i have decided to stop being a bitch
happiness and love
they are hand in hand
so i must love all!!!!!!!!!!!!
there you have it.
well there may be some exceptions.... no
bad panda
love them ALL

I want you to want me.

2010-04-01T23:29:00.000-07:00

Dear small screaming girls across the street, im not sure why you are finding entertainment in screaming in the bushes....but it is fairly annoying. It also makes me worry.....are you being raped? molested? abused in any form? this is a serious matter. i am tempted to phone the police just because those horiffic screams make me worry for your well being. The number is 911. fyi. and if my guess is wrong? well then hallucination is usually not a good thing and you should get off any drug you are currently consuming. Good Day. :)

that was my latest status update. ONLY NOT!
ughhh
im was like 100 words over the maximum i mean whats with that???
i just wanted to vent
drunk LGs girls are annoying
i mean...theyre not even old enough to make good decisions
...obviously
like come on ... one of them is dating my brother
where is the good decision in that?
no im kidding
he good boy
hahahha
i dunno why they all want to grow up so quickly
its stupidio
like i can understand getting drunk once or twice
like come on
everyone loves it so much you gotta get curious
but getting hammered every weekend because it will make you "cool"
oooh yeah
everyone will like me when im pissed
oh yeah....why did you want them to like you again?
hmmm
it makes me mad
cause they are all so small and theyre just going to ruin their lives
and there is nothing i can do about it
aughhh
hmmmmm
whatever

2010-03-29T17:40:00.000-07:00

Somethin' filled up
my heart with nothin',
someone told me not to cry.

But now that I'm older,
my heart's colder,
and I can see that it's a lie.

Children wake up,
hold your mistake up,
before they turn the summer into dust.

If the children don't grow up,
our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.
We're just a million little gods causin' rain storms turnin' every good thing to
rust.

I guess we'll just have to adjust.

L

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.

2010-03-21T21:46:00.000-07:00

Durkkkk.
god.
hmmm. sigh.
i know i am a failure.
its seriously been like 2 months
i know tis horrible.
i want icecream.
i pretty much dont know what to do with my life anymore.
well i know what i want to do.
BUT its not gonna happen.
so i just stare at my wall and such.
and durk your mom
and yeah.
never sleep
and pee
like right now
...
so like an hour later i am returning with an emptier bladder
a fuller tummy
a bowl of icecream
my cellular device
and a happier mood
good good
did you know that blogging often makes me sad
cause it makes me think about my life
hahaha that sounded awfully sad and over dramatic
i didnt mean it like that though
i just google searched myself
im like the 3rd one
win
i love twitter
but if you add terrace
the im the first 3
cause its all like YOU ARE AN ENTREPRENEUR
its a win
i just read the article....why? im not so sure
hahaha
im stoked for the summer
i like it
its fun
i get to make hotdogs
IF WE CAN GET OUR FRICKEN FOODSAFE!
rarr
i should talk to mrs c about that
....woohoo
im so excited to talk to her...just in general
i hope you caught that sarcasm
i love it when she secretly talks bad abou tmy friends
and then insults me but comes up with some bullshit comments that makes it sound better
and how often she contradicts herself
and how often i just want to kill her
i also want to kill him right now
just cause then hell be dead
and i wont have to think about it
yupppp
it is a good way to solve this situation
i dont want to go to jazz
at alll
its lame
i like it
but i suck
so now its just like ruining my self confidence
and i dont have like any solos
god i miss my old tone
sweeet allah
guess what guys? im going to hell.
i really like mint chocolate chip icecream
i dont know if i mentioned that before
but it is my favorite
i dont want to put away laundry
i watched dracual today
it was amazing
i love gore
and your mother
and the love story was just obscene
infatuation can go die
it just causes problems
and regrets
ahhhhh
jesus
maybe i should go to bed
its good for me
and i i have to logg my sleeping hours for planning
(aka you might have crappy parents so im gonna teach you this class)
and it might be better to you know...actually get sleep for a couple days
so mrs c doesnt start using me as a bad example
it would be sad
my icecream is gone
so am i?
toodles
yes i know
once again
jusst
torture?

i

Crazy cat woman

2010-02-14T21:12:00.001-08:00

im sorry for never ever blogging
im just
lame
truly
hahahahah
im busy
but yus
i want an ipad
but really....not at all
theyre huge
whats the point
its like a laptop that can break waaay to easily
and costs 800 bucks
or 400
but yeah
depends
hahahha i have te pee and im going to skyoe lizzabeth.... maybeh
oh yeah
Happy fucking valentines. :)
sorry that was usnescesary
i guess i just dont really believe in valentines day
isnt love complecated enough as it is??

moments ill never forget. :)

2010-02-08T21:54:00.000-08:00

SO.
what is your favorite movie.
ive never been able to choose.
but i deffo have movie moments i will never forget.
i dunno where i got this idea.
just thinking about sarah and my rockin childhood.
and all our fav movies
so heres a hole bunch of rad movie moments that u can remember
and giggle at
or be amazed by
or you know
just cry a bit
lifes a rad thing. :)
yeah there might be some actual life moments
and some video games
music?

First off thers lotr
just so many of those
i might as well start there
just for pure epicness
ok so anyone who knows me knows i madly in love with legolas
so here you go

best scenes ever!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMjkfZ3q8tE&feature=related#watch-main-area

annnd
i cant find the other one
but no one can forget when legolas slides down a stair case on a shield
and kills like 10 guys at the battle of helm deep

and of course when aragorn discovers that merry and pippin have been killed
(he thinks)
and kicks a metal helmet and falls screaming to his knees
this anguished screaming wasnt fake ladies and gentleman
as viggo mortensen kicks the helmet
he breaks his toe
and screams in pain
yussss for good timing.
im moving on beofre i bore you all

FINDING NEMO
who can ever forget these wonderful dentistry trained fish blabbling on about god knows what
BUBBLES
EBAY
BONJOUR!
theyre all just great

NIGEL
What did I miss? Am I late?

PEACH
Root canal and it's a doozy.

NIGEL
Root canal, eh? What did he use to open?

PEACH
Gator-Glidden drill.

NIGEL
He seems to be favoring that one. Hope he doesn't get surplus sealer at the portal terminus...

and of course dory
she can sing
she can speak whale
and she cant rememebr a thing
OH and shes ellen degenerous
how cant you love her
Sea monkeys got my money
yes, i am an natural blue

BOO YOU WHORE!
another one i just cant get enough of
mean girls is a winner

Charlies angels
who can forget the three gorgeous girls
breaking into redstar dressed as men
(or a fiery female boss who likes to whip her employees all while wearing a leather mini)
Thats talent

ahhhh and the end battle of the first pokemon movie
with tear jerking music
and pickachus never give up attitude your almost crying for ash and his friends

300
i mean seriously
who doesnt love gerard butler wearing no clothing
epicly cutting arrows off his shield
kicking prosecutors down wells
and taking everything you got
oh, am i the only one?
hmmm *shrugs shoulders* more for me

Stick it.
everyone loves the overly sarcastic haley graham
but of course there is the judges are just jealous speach
which as a performer i tell myself everytime im back stage

and then there is wei weis beam routine where she pulls out er obviously fake beam routine
and rocks my world :)

little mermaid
her never ending dreams
her overly strong will to live
to be happy
we all lover her
you got to
she may make mistakes but COME ON
...oooooh im getting into disney

HAKUNA MATATA!
IT MEANS NO WORRIES!
pretty much my lifes motto right there
i love this song
i love this whole movie
It IS my favourite movie
theres no denying that

ahhhh mulan
love of my life
i love this whole movie
every time she saves china i feel just little better in side
of course just the idea of a disney princess who can get something done
ahhh we all love

At last, my arm is complete again!
success right there.
over dramatic scene ftw

and while were on that

i love this scene

zelda and link should just do it already
im sorry :)

i am going to continue this
i have jazz
toodaloooos

blloooonnnddeeee

2010-02-04T18:33:00.000-08:00

meow
so im updating this from the parking lot at safeway
i know im cool
sarcasm
but yes
i appreciate being able to update my blog while my mother buys herself tea
rad
i know
:)
hahaha but she better hurry up
or im going to eat her up
i actually may hand in some french
yuuussss
hahahah
i know
i have plannong......boo
why is its even nescesary
it should be renamed
why you should disrespect your teachers 101
pwned
so bad
hahahah

Damn it.

2010-02-01T21:19:00.000-08:00

HAH

ok i appoligise

its just such a sad story

no blogging.......

rarr

ahahah i blog now

but im not sure why

considering im at sassquads

want to shuck a baby later?

i know i do

hahah i love olympic torch relays

YUS

hahah rad

nomnomnomnomnomnomnom

nom nom
HA
ok
i love random product placement
and cool painter guy
i get to go to the closing ceremonies
it better be that cool
yuussss

ahhh yes. chelle, i hope u read this..... cause we are totaly better then her.... :)

2010-01-23T22:21:00.001-08:00

soooooo bad!
break your ankles.
get it over with.
your costume makes it look like your going to perform......?
BAD

All this weight is on, it's worse We're moderate, we modernize. ‘Til our hell is a good life.

2010-01-23T22:06:00.000-08:00

it makes me really mad when i write this big post
and then in some mad circumstances it is deleted
and im just like
DAMN YOU AQUA SCUM
please catch the finding nemo quote
anywho
i didnt do enough math today
although i did jump into a pool with all my clothes on ...:)
OH
IM RAD AT POINTE
yeah
like i can get entirely up on my box
and chelle and jac cant
and i dont mean this in like some mean bitch oh im better then u way
cause i never will be
its just never happens to me
but it just gives a kind of sick thrill
when i think of how im the one sophia had doubts in
like i could tell she was this close to not putting me on pointe
and like i never really told anyone...... but i was pretty sure she wasnt going to
im just like HAH dont doubt in me again!
it just makes me feel good about myself
:)
and like i know chelle and jac will be better then me in under a month
so im just gonna lay here and just revel in my pwnageness
for the first time in my life
mhmm
cause really what have i got on them?
i can do variety...cause i can act
and i can pop
but really that requires no training
and thats pretty much the problem
it be big fail
sigh
anywho
pointe=me enjoying the idea of getting up saturday mornings

Why cant i ever go to bed when i plan to??

2010-01-20T21:26:00.000-08:00

I just loved being exposed to new things.
and thats why i must now expose you.

http://theoatmeal.com/story/twilight

Read now!
you will pee
i will never refer to pants as bella again
always pants

http://www.snorgtees.com/warningpandasarebears-p-800.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/iliketurtles-p-796.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/rawrmeansiloveyou-p-623.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/itsokaypluto-p-461.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/thatswhatshesaid-p-366.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/ionlylikenyasafriend-p-732.html
so you know if ur ever wondering what i want for my birthday
look no further

BUT! especially these 2
http://www.snorgtees.com/ionlylikenyasafriend-p-732.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/brb-p-840.html
the abstinence one is my favorite
really really

i want to get this one for darien
http://www.snorgtees.com/zombieshatefastfood-p-969.html
hahah

and those are pretty much my discoveries of the evening.
kinda lame
Oh and i rediscovered some weird math thing
yusss
proud
i hate math
so much
im gonna die
augh
im goin to bed
:)
pip pip

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

2010-01-19T21:26:00.000-08:00

I start up in the north I grow from special seed
I sprinkle it with sensibility
from French and Hungarian snow
I linger in the sprouting until my engine's full

Then I move across the sea
To European bliss
To language of poets
As I cut the cord of home
I kiss my mother's mother
look to the horizon

wide eyed, new ground
humbled by my new surroundings

I am a citizen of the planet
My president is kwan yin
My frontier is on an airplane
my prisons: homes for rehabilitating

Then I fly back to my nest, I fly back with my nuclear but everything is different
So I wait, my yearn for home is broadened, patriotism expanded by callings from beyond
So I pack my things nothing precious all things sacred

I am a citizen of the planet
My laws are all of attraction
My punishments are consequences
Separating from source the original sin

I am a citizen of the planet
democracy's kids are sovereign
Where the teachers are the sages
And pedestals fill with every parent

And so, the next few years are blurry, the next decade's a flurry of smells and tastes unknown
Threads sewn straight through this fabric through fields of every color one culture to another

I come alive and I get giddy I am taken and globally naturalized
I am a citizen of the planet
From simple roots through high vision
I am guarded by the angels
My body guides the direction I go in

I am a citizen of the planet
My favorite pastime edge stretching
Besotten with human condition
these ideals are borne from my deepest within

Now inside shes lost it. She broke down from wanting. Hes pulling her heartstrings. This must be a mistake. Predictable reaction.

2010-01-18T19:47:00.000-08:00

CRAZZEEEHHH
were all crazy
recent discovery on my part
hmm
oh yus
where does the toetag go on a person if they have no toes??
i just left u and went for a run on my beautiful runny thing
i shouldnt be aloud to leave things on my bed
its so big and puffy ...and everything just goes missing
its sad
really it is
i really need to my hmmrwk
thursday is the official day when im going to come home and do my rom and jul work
cause its needed
and even a bad mark is better then o%
and i have other stuff to do
im still missing that wrksheet that we did way back when
i asked her for it
she never got it
im so excited for second semester
my elbow hurts
so my semester buddy is chelly
its exciting
although im going to miss having janine as a semester buddy
its a sad story
but happy
cause i have science and gym with chelle
and still gym with janine
so the best of both worlds
:D
but we are just gonna rant about dance ALL THE TIME
and mr marleau is gonna kill us
mhmm
but he likes me
so its all good
and hes super easy
but im afraid ill fail the provincial
but really if i do all my hmmwrk....
pfft thats never gonna happen
well i still allways get like 89 in his class
whuch is decent
considering i hand everything in late
i shuld stop that though
nodds enthusiastically
im the biggest prcrastinator ever
its bad
really bad
like so bad
see
im on the computer right now
i have hmmwrk
BAD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2PK7nQmNBQ
THAT VIDEO MAKES ME MAD
shes like im gonna teach u how to jazz dance
lets start with calypso turns
...cause u know its so beginner
and she has the worst arms of my life
hmmm well shes not that bad
just annoying
yuppyupp
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9ttpKb59gE&feature=related

hahah best thing ever

Lights turn blue. Shine on you. Shining right through.

2010-01-17T21:15:00.000-08:00

meow meow meow
so i hate patrick moore
i just wanted to get that one out there
mhmm
he wonders why
LIST TIME

he was absolutely in love with every other girl around me....even though he did love me the most....but still LIES
he needs to learn how to respect people...im not saying that i dont...but HE REALLY DOES
he should think before he says things.... and actually mean them
HES A DOUCHE
HE WASTED 3 YEARS OF MY FRICKEN LIFE
ugh!
he needs to choose between "flirting around" and having an actual relationship cause he doesnt seem to know the difference
likeing like 5 girls at the same time is indecent
ESPECIALLY SINCE THEYRE ALL MY FRIENDS

stop hurting people bitch

hahah im sorry
rant rant rant
oOOOooooooOOOOOOoooOOOooo
yeah i just dont even know
it was great at the time
hmm
pity
:)
i really want to be a free bird
DONT TAKE THAT THE WRONG WAY
i just do
im just bad at it
i want to be truely single
and roam as the singles do
and being a freakish single
i am sorry
i just dont even remember what its like to be single
liek not having that person who ur attached to
i dont know
i like it to much to give it up though :)
pfffffffft
i cant live without em
im to damn good at being mentally unstable
huh
ohhh weelll
tweet tweet

yeah who am i kidding

Every boy cant be romeo! :)

2010-01-15T19:32:00.000-08:00

God im a fattehh
nomnomnomnom
yeah we weent out for nilles cake day dinner
ATE SO MUCH FOOD
god
ahahahah
yeah our server asked us
"how do you girls eat so much??"
HAHHAHA
we peed
and then came up with some humorous answers
so in any future moments when anyone asks
"how do you girls eat so much??"
or any variation of that question
we will answer
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
just to confuse them more
Hun: ....Im not actually a girl
Lizard: Im eating for 2...
Pan: Im just gonna throw it up anyway...
Nille: There just my feelings...

YES
i know
humorous
i dont thing my mother thought so.....
ahahaha
she was just being curious as to why so many people go to mr mikes
....and not the bear country
im like cause theyre practically a bar
and its true
yeah....im so fat
OH WAIT
...thats your mother
OH OH OH
eheheeheh
muhhaha
hahaha
i dont want to clean
i think i may get in the bath
and go to bed
it is not cleaning
IM SICK
i need my sleep
yeah today my head hurt so much in planning
i thought it was going to implode
and then i was dizzy
and falling over
and yeah
not good
CARBON MONOXIDE
only prolly not
YAY.....texts!
twitchy birdland dance!
i thought so
hmm
ahahah
im excited fo sushi tmmrw
YUM
at nilles!
i like bdays
i feel like playing online games
:D
thats right im cool
or zelda
but then my mother will tell me to clean
....not worth it
rarrr
then bird, he came and spread the word! BIRDLAND!
FUD
miles came through, train came too
gvgsdg
aweeee
theyre hanging without me
hahahahahah
damn
im in my bed....in my boxers
and theyre at sassquads
speaking off sass ....im gonna go read her blog
good plan
i thought so
:)

OK! SERIOUSLY!

2010-01-14T20:33:00.000-08:00

COMMENT GAWDDAAAMMNN IT!!!!!!
before i kill someone!
seriously
punchhheeddd IN THE UTERUS!
ahh yes i just cant get enough of your sparkling wit and charm
ummmmmm
ahh yes thousands of lives have been enriched with your wisdom
im sorry
im watching the ugly truth
and i really appreciate her sarcasm
its great
NAD GERARD BUTLER!!!!
i love him
i stayed home sick today
i have an exploding head
especially right now
AHHH
it kept me up all night
it hurts so bad
and i told my brother to give mrs horne my english
and he left it on his bed
but on the bright side i actually tried so at least i can get 50%
GOD
and my head hurts to much to do the math i planned on doing
i wont be able to focus
although i prolly shouldnt be doing this either
OH WELL
hmmmmm
my head hurts
and i need a kleenex
DAMN IT!
hahahahah i love them
katherine higel and gerard butler = AMAZING COUPLE
ahahahah
i know who else is an amazing couple...heheh

if one of you dont comment.....i will punch someone in the uterus ...seriously

2010-01-13T20:00:00.000-08:00

SOOO
i am posting pictures of my prom dress for the benefit of chelly and domonehh
i love you guys :) :)

aint she a beut??
i thought so
im so sick
and tired
IM SICK AND TIRED
really i am
but vampire weekend helps
AHMG!
Dan le sac Vs. Scroobius pip
LOVE
my goal is to listen to this song so often that i know every word
just like fashionsista
and i can rememeber every word without the music
YUS
i think so
hahah
i dont want to do homework
but i will
and then ill get drugged
and go to bed
and hopefully be alive enough to go to school?
yus
i dont want to draw a picture
at least i dont HAVE to colour it
i can go for some crap shading
YUS
but no demented eyes just cause i hate a character this time
bad idea
he looked crazeh
im so indie....i look UP and see the underground
i have earned an indie phrase
thats right
i have like 10 bands janine doesnt
i know it doesnt sound that amazing ...BUT IT IS
im proud of myself
liz+ red hair =happy

JUst dANcE!

2010-01-12T21:15:00.000-08:00

( i Love this here image)
SO pretty much
dance was exactly what i was missing
i feel like myself again
which is truly splendid
i appreciate it.
anywho.
thanks to janine and her wonderfulness
and http://www.stumbleupon.com/
i officially have like 100 views more then i did 2 days ago
so thank you anyone out there who i dont know and still reads my blog
it makes me feel a little bit more loved everyday
I APPRECIATE COMMENTS YOU KNOW!
sorry
i really do like comments though.
like a lot
and i dont get any
saaadddfffaacccee
SO even if i have no idea who you are (which i highly doubt)
COMMENT!
its that small button
right
down
there.

life is.....life

2010-01-08T16:32:00.000-08:00

thats all there is to it
it is what it is
so stop worrying
it seems like its going to last forever
but before you know it youll be at your wedding or laying on your death bed
which also makes me think.
is your death bed the place where you die?
or the actual bed.
which could mean
you could own your death bed your entire life
although i somehow doubt that
hmmm freaky
back to the point
dont let your problems get you down
yeah i have forgotten this lately
its just been to much for me
but really
who cares?
it will allways get better
even if only for a short period
and your problems will eventually end
and everything wil be good again
just the way we all like it
and why shouldnt we
we all like being happy
its one of the best feelings out there
just like being loved
climbing into your big comfy bed with your favourite pillow after a long day
listening to a new playlist
staring at your brand new 800 page book
or watching the sun slowly descend into the horizon
knowing that tomorrow youll have a new beginning.
those magical moments are what we all strive for
what we love
what we need

....but when we forget these things
it becomes too much
we forget how to deal with our crappy lives
and break down
fall into a heap on the floor
and cry

but its life
and it is what it is
not anything else
so live it
and forget about your problems
because they may seem like to much but when your older
youll realize it was nothing
because thats really what your problems are in this big green world
nothing

DOWN THEM STAIRS! LOSE DEM CARES!!! WHERE?!?!??! DOWN IN BIRDLAND!!

2010-01-07T19:57:00.000-08:00

so yeah
i promised myself id go to bed at like7
its officially like8
damn it
hmm
i still have homework
but this sounded like more fun
rarr
novel study as the last unit was the worst idea of my life
gurrsh
but
im reading the chrysalids
i enjoy it
a lot
mhmm
oh my god
so i had another bad stressful day
i felt the need to pass out injazz
half fell asleep in drama
actually did math in math
but everyone else wasnt so now the cooker is changing the seating arrangements
and without domonehh and shelly i will never get any work done ever again
goooddddddddddddddddddddddd
my brother just told me im amazing in bed
i know its obvious
but he leads to much humor
BAHHAHA he just told me hes not spoiled
wow
hmmm
askjdfnasfvnhaofhvgnodfvfvnofnvghnvv
clickehhhhh
god
i need a weekend
one more day
and possible physical activity tmmrw??
i hope so i really need it
i would have ran every day this week on account of it reduces my stress
if not for the fact that it slike - 20 outside
and the road is like a skating rink
...............
ahhhh i just sneezed
bliss
WHFHGVADFHBVDHFBDFHBODFHBDHBODFBDFOBNDFBDF
THIS IS HOW I DEAL!!!
I DONT HAVE A GODDAMN PROBLEM!!!
meow
oh my god
i should go do my english so i can go to bed
toodaallooos

Cause im yours to keep if you want to. :)

2010-01-05T23:44:00.000-08:00

Won't you call my private number?
We can go away for the summer!

We can drive around with the top down
stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

But I hear that you wanna ditch me
But you know I'm not such a bad seed.

We can drive around with the top down
Stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

We can have some fun with an ear drum
We can bang away on the tom tom.

We can drive around with the top down
Stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

Won't you come on down to the freak show?
He can sit along as my hair grows.

We can drive around with the top down
Stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

annd im still falling for this vision.

2010-01-04T21:16:00.000-08:00

so,
im sorry for that
i think now that ive figured everything out in my head
im fine
although
im still pretty sure that if i tried to do homework i would break down
haha
so im gonna curl my hair and listen to music
mhmm
thats right
and go to bed at a decent time
and yeah i hope you realize your clingy and your subconsciously freaking me out
yeah and i would be telling you this
if not for the fact that you think i went to bed 2 hours ago
sorry about that
hmmmm
rarrrrr
yayy
for good mood
thank you domoney
i love you lotzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
<3
mwah mwah mwah
ahah
meow meow meow
i dont want to have provincials
like i really dont im gonna have to really get down and work my but off gooodddddddddd
huh
dun wanna
oh well

The bells toll. We line up. And one by one we all die. Please tell me im not the first one of us to see the resemblance between school and death row.

2010-01-04T18:00:00.000-08:00

god.
i fled the school so fast today.
i just couldnt deal with people.
there were only 4 people i actually thought i might be able to handle
hmmm
you know who you are my lovely ladies
even my close friends made me mad
hmmmm
i cant deal
to many people
wow the socialaholic cant deal
now i wonder how the rest of you feel
yeah
i saw my friends after school and i was just like keep walking amanda
....pray they dont follow you
they didnt
i had to talk to nigel though. gross
im sorry for my bitchiness
they say that good things come to those who wait
so just wait ma foos
ill be fine....soon
oh and by the way
im not angry.
but if you keep asking i will be.

Gahhhddd!!!!! I want to sleeeeeep!

2010-01-04T00:35:00.001-08:00

Im the berlin wall, Im a total mess. Your a recking ball, in a summer dress.

2010-01-02T01:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!
yayayya
new year!
new century!
appocalypse in 2 years??
hmmm i think not
TAKE THAT MR CLOUTIER!
sorreh
hmmmm
jeremiah was a bull frog
how come thats in my head???
im going skiing tmmrw
i should prolly get to sleep
hmmm
nahh
RARR

yayayayayay for coffee house!!

2009-12-30T19:00:00.001-08:00

nnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnonmonnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnom!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-30T13:31:00.000-08:00

At Last!!!! My arm is complete again!!!!!

2009-12-28T23:18:00.001-08:00

SWEENEY!

yes

i have finally been exposed to the grusome amazingness that is

SWEENEY TODD!

im at janines

we are contemplating writing a song

AHH soup and janine and rabid bunnies

sooo nicey nice nice

hmmm

i want to watch edward scissor hands.....and oliver

hmmm

i wonder when the other freakeehhh girls will get back

hmmm

wierdlooow

ma femme is seranating me....and we are makingsweet sweet sandwhiches

ahahah

lordeh

she talked on the phone wiht la boy today

i thought id just inform u all

hmmm

fun stuff??

i think so!!

and the cat and the cradle and the silver spoon

TRINN WORTHY HEADBANG!!!!

ahmg ...TRINN!

Best thing of your life?

i think soo hmmm

he has headbanging skills

bahhaha

hes just great

anywho

ummmm

yeha

im a cowboy apparently

hmmm

fun?

This is the end of the world!!!!

2009-12-27T18:35:00.000-08:00

I MIGHT BE GOING TO A MUSE CONCERT!!!!!!
ahhhh
stoked
but!
only if we happen to be going to whistler that weekend
theres nothing wrong with that :P
hahhah
i go with how
i really want figero to come with..... hmmmm
couldnt he?
his dad lives there
gahd!
excitement
havin a muse fest right now
ahmg ahmg
ahhhh
hahah
he didnt post anything?
and he wont answer
:(
single tear
multiple tears?
hmmm
meow meow meow meow
hmmmmmmmmmmm
i stopped writing for the past like 45 minutes
this willl be a fail blog hahahah
i am having a convo with my ex getting mad at him trying to know some sense into his thinck skull hmmmm
have i ever mentioned hes a douche
just for future reference you know
hmmmm
im trying to make him come clean
bitch
and hes a appoligizing which is nice and all
but still
lets hit him
its been another hour im posting

nomnomnomnomnomnomnomnom

2009-12-26T23:38:00.000-08:00

mmmmm.... vannilla steamer and a kiss on the cheek. :)

2009-12-26T17:46:00.001-08:00

MERRRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-25T15:20:00.001-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH!
so pretty much i got everything i wanted for christmas
i am severly happy
:D!!!
only not entirely
cause my laptop wont work
and i have to wait till tmmrw to bring it in to the store
poooooooooo
i am angry ><
but happy cause at least i got one
stupid computer people screwing with my laptop and putting on their own password
i also got ski goggles!!!
and lots of other cool stuff
its just great
amd this beautiful hoodie that "has been hand made with art and love"
it has a chick wearing a big fuzzy panda mask and riding a lil bike
pretty much
shes my new pwnagepanda
its great
very mee
hmmmmmmmmm
sassquad and uy got me one of those half naked sexy man posters
.....i love them
deeply
best thing ever
i couldnt find tinzel present
sooo im gonna keep looking for this specific item untill i find it .... hmmmmm
the house smells like stuffing mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmgdjghihdfnfnjfm
YUM!
im at the grandss
the grandma is the best cook ever!
its great
and i get her food like 24/7 for the next 3 days
nom nom nom nom nom nom
yeah anywho
love!

What else are we here for??

2009-12-22T00:37:00.000-08:00

So how does it feel to know that someones kid in the heart of America Has blood on their hands, fighting to defend your rights So you can maintain the lifestyle that insults his family's existence Well, where I'm from we have a special salute we aim high in the air Towards all those pompous assholes who spend their days pointing fingers. Fuck you!
im sorry for that language there
avenged sevenfold makes me happy :) sigghh
screamo calms my soul
ahhh
sooo nice
I HAVE SO MUCH FRENCH!
ahhhh
im no longer calm
thanks
erauuguadgh'
hahah i got a letter
it says were getting report cards
...adn i havnt handed anything in
hmmmmmmmm
i wonder how that will go
WONDErFUL!
im a great guesser too
pffft
gross
Im attempting to schedule my life
good plan?
i think so
iPod ftw
yupp yupp
first of im gonna delete old stuff
considering i dun know why its in here
losing the feeling of feeling in need!
do you know what i mean?
ahahah
ahhh pie
i enjoy my friends
we had a chrsitmas party....and played monopoly
fun fun fun
then we watched the grinch and edward scissor hands
(best movie ever btw!)
ahmg ahmg
and the cow jumped over the moon
erauughgh
ahah
nom nom nom
bad guy must lose
all the time
errry day
i am excited to know about gift exchangeyness
ahah i enjoy presents
:P
ahahha and picture taking skillz
and pie
and cho momma
and screamo
and my life
:) <3
its just great!
isnt it?

Open your mouth. Sounds of breathing. Found it spilling from your face. Best to be dim to the humble of traffic stepping on your name.

2009-12-17T17:31:00.000-08:00

ANANNANANANNA
Bananna?
BAHHAHA planning ftw
so after much request i have returned
cause i have been gone far to long
i am sorreh
vair vair sorry
how can i make it up to you?
pie?
pie fo chu?
pie fo cho momma?
anywho
i did an english test after school.
it would have taken me like half a class
but no me and janine and darien were all in that room with mrs horn
IT TOOK ME 2 HOURS!!!
but it was so much fun
hahah we got into a couple opinionated conversations abou things like true love and infatuation
hahaha she is truthfully a wonderfull teacher
i enjoy her
the beatles or the rolling stones??
like here comes the sun
stay with the all unknown
all the chances we took
im sorry
lyrics are my downfall in the blogging world
i could turn off the music
but why would i do that?!?!?
tommorrow we shall be doing drama performances for our school all day
its shall fail
cause the closing thing is so horific i dont know how we'll deal
and the openings ok??
and the other 2 skits are decent?
but
yeah we pwn
MOMMMA I LOST BARBARRA AGAIN!
and the leg is connected to the eyebrow!
i wish i was utterly hilarious and genius enough to say something like that as a child
mmm cheesie pleeaassiess!!!
nom nom nom
da na da na da da nanana
doo oooodooooooo
poo??
oh well i think my moms home??
umm pce out homeskillets???!!

Somedays its not worth gnawing throught the straps.

2009-12-10T16:15:00.000-08:00

do you know what sucks?
being a social dependent!
i depend on my social life
my best friends are my world
and i miss a couple of them
one cause shes overly busy
another also cause shes overly busy....but on top of that she just doesnt seem like she wants to see me anyway
hmmmm
i desperately miss them
although this weekend the musical will be over
and i will actually get to see ma friends
:D!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmm
sigh
im sitting her tapping my fingers
hopin to get ma creative juices flowing!
nomnomomomoogfohfdhs
JUICE!
if you were falling, then i would catch you!
im just sitting here singing
woohooo
expresses some feelings
although .....i dont really know what those are?
hmmm
shuffle through all music ftw
i enjoy old music
MUSICAL TONIGHT!!!!
AHHAHAHA
stoked
my skin is covered with sharp spikes that will stab you like 1000 knives
ba da dah dumm
piieee
my brain and tounge just met, and they aint friends so far
i obv need some vitamin c
half the time i dont even know what your trying to say to me!
ahahha
MENTALLY UNSTABLE!!!!!!!
ahmg

What the hell are you talking about? (insert east indian accent here)

2009-12-09T20:00:00.001-08:00

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmgggggggg!
me and janine = not good
we shouldnt be aloud to talk on da phone
I still have to do my fricken planning
wehn is it due?
tuesday?
what da hell
would they?
offended?
why cant you actually talk to me??
i think i have a problem.
I DONT HAVE GOD DAMN PROBLEM!
pillls! pillss!
I DONT NEED YOUR DRUGS
what the hell are you talking about?
half the time i dont even know what your trying to say to me
YOU THINK IM STUPID!
...but im not
im really not
I DONT HAVE GOD DAMN PROBLEM!!!!
this isnt even east indian
i think were doing it wrong
I wonder what the east indian population has got to say to us?
What about a pen?
OH MA ALLAH!!!!
OH MA ALLAH IN HEAVEN!
RAIN DOWN ON ME!
I SOUND CHORUS CHUREFDSHVGHSDF MAN THAOGN
half the time i dont even know what your saying to me
OH SWEET BAY JESUS!
lolololololololololol
HUG ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hillbilly = inscest??/
i think so
why am i doing this?
OH MA GOD!! WHAT HAVE I DONE!
im calm im calm
ommmmmmmmmm
high of of perfume fumes
BEAR HUG!
WHAT ABOUT MA MOMMA!
MMMOOOMMMA I LOST BARBABRA AGAIN!
wtf
BAHHAHA
torture?

Damn! yous a sexy bitch! DAMN GIRL!

2009-12-08T22:20:00.000-08:00

I crashed a school dance??
what? NO!
never!
ahahha
it was wierd
like non of my friends were there
kay kay and wecia were the only ones there that i normally dance with.
so i danced with jac a lot to
which was grand
wierd
but grand
we danced wiht some crazy kids
who i am refraining from calling hockey jocks
i feel that i should dislike them....but if i want them to respect me as a bandie
shouldnt i respect them?
IM TAKING THE FIRST STEP TOWORDS HIGH SCHOOL INTERGRATION!!!!!
but yes
some of them arnt that bad
i guess?
ahahha i liike evryone...its not my fault
theres so many problems with me how cant i except theres??
but yes
i telling sthem something about a certain someone not really being their type and ther like what type is that Hockey Jock?!?!?! i hate it when people call me that!
and im like oh well i have the right considering im defined as a bandie
and they just look at me and there like i have offishailly gained to respect for bandies
im like REally? hmmm well i have offishailly gained some respect for you as
.......male hockey players?
muhahha
im just that cool
anywho
i just blogged cause you know
i must
even though i really dont have the time.
ahmg
im going to bed
im soo dead
i could hardly get up this morning.
aughghh
i think someones mad at me???
sooo confused
hmmmm
IM SORRY!!!!!
:)
ahah
anywho
I wish you a merry christmas!

and sometimes i think i might be doing this only for you.

2009-12-05T21:22:00.000-08:00

IM SHORRYY!!!!
its been like 4 dayys
woow
ive had soo much fricken sugar and caffiene
im like WO! hiper
ah
although i was soposto go hang and then my mom was like WO BITCH
and i was like huh?
and she was like uhuh
and was like SAY WHAT!?
and then yeah
i dont understand but i guess i wont go against her
hmm
but yeah
stupid resonging
and then when i get home
she says....im leaving
and she goes out
ahmg
fail child
<3
and then she was all like i think your taking this a little far amanda
and i was like taking what a little far? (considering i gave up like half an hour ago)
and shes like rant rant rant
and im like just leave please.
ohhh welll
oh ma lordeh
i was so excited too
BAHAHHA
best christmas present idearrrr ever
and it shall pwn
group christmas present sharing
i think so!
im going to watch my sisters keeper
its just sitting here tempting me with this small child baldyness

baldy child!

is it wrong that i think of courtney?
no, cause i love her
and she was once a baldy cancer child :(
saaaddfacee
shes got such a smexy curvy body
i hope she reads this
i want to spread ma compliments around
ehhehe
sugar game is my favourite
candy sword fights also fit into that category
i have just realized i cant spell well on a sugar high
WOOOOOOHOOOOO
SUGAR
cane???
ahahhaha
har dee har har
freckles?
hahfadh
:P hahaha
happy birthday skipish sing for rioux.....i think so
SPOON!?!?!
i was soo excited to spoon with neil all night long!
i had my wife last night but
NOW I WANT NEIL!.....and ma wife
muhahahhaha
at the same time!
threesome spoon train!
i think so!
i want food.
and movie
and lack of actually having to try
sooooo
yeah
toast?

My mom is my favourite..... Just thought I'd let you know. Bomb of the world kinda thing. I love thee maj!

2009-12-01T22:03:00.000-08:00

My signing stream of consciousness!

2009-11-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

I cant stop singin
its never gonna end!!!!!!
those were my veryy own lyrics
because im actually singin them
and i actually cant stop signing
like seriously
for the last 20 minutes
i havnt stopped signing
and i doubt i will ever stoooopppp
because i like bugging my brother
with my beautiful of key voice
and i wont ever STTTOOOOPPP!
annnd i just sand all of that
in this cool manly voice
and im singing it right now
i feel low and husky
like a man on steroids!
annnnd you like it!
but mmmy doggy is cute
annnd im writing you a sonnng
as we speak
beneath the stars
and this makes no fricken sense
but i really cant stop
and it wil never end for the rest of my life
and i hope it truly bugs you
yes truly truly bugs you
because all i can think of is NOOOTTTESSS!!!
and they wont leave my head allllooooonne
so i sing them out for paullyy to heaar
and i wont ever stop
its like a disease
it freaks me out
especialllyyy since i am lacking lyrics to sing along wiht my notes
and i fear if i keep singing my voice will surely die
but i cant stop singing
cause my hearts still beating
and this is the most fail blog of my lifeee
and im sooo vair happy that the small child is upstairs
where he can not hear me off tune singing
my lovely voice
straying from the melody
lacking rhyme and reason
and everything else in between
because dont care for reason
and thats so obvious
im not sure why i told you again
but i felt the need to and i want to insert a rhyme but all i can think of is something to with a rhinocerous
and truly nobody wants to hear it
and i just coughed because my throat is starting to hurtt
but i dont really mind
cause i am keeping up with my voice
( my fingers that is)
i hope my brother is not recording this for future torture

oh my lordey
am i done?
i think so
gosh
ahahhaha sorry i just had to sing
i havnt got the faintest idea why
i hope i didnt actually sound bad
i was maybe being overly modest
BAHAHHA JAY KAY
i cant sing
but ahmg
wow
that was enjoyable

But we didn't mind. We didn't know better.

2009-11-29T21:09:00.000-08:00

JAZZ RETREAT '09
AHMG! BEST THING OF MA LIFE!
like seriously
so much fun
gosh uy should post da pictures do
Hey this fire, it's burnin', burnin' us up
sorreh
ummm
im not in a blog mood?
what??
too tired?
aweee :(
chicken flavored chicken for all of you
osh golly jollly dahlly bahlly
bollywood??
now i have bollwood choreography in ma head
why would u do this too me?
ahmg the eyes
bitch

Jesus, etc.

2009-11-26T22:54:00.000-08:00

What do i have to do to get inside of you??
Cause i love the way you move.
When im inside of you.

isnt that entirely wrong???
gosh
Inside of you-Hoobastank
failure
11 11 MAKE A WISH!!!!
what is this??
my mom downloading music??
hmm
everything from sugarland to velvet underground
hmmm
wierd
my hips hurt
dance=pain
hmm'

i just made a epic leap
ha
ha
ha
aah
ashsjhkf
pizza pie!
IS THAT SO!
sorry
that was slightly uncalled for
sttrrookkkee
jskdfgjkdhgjkdf
mustache
ahhaha
twin mustaches
ahahha
math
ahahha
fail
ahaha
ooosh my hip hurts
why?
oh cause of cho momma last night
yeah
that what i thought
hmm
we were just two lovers crying on eachothers shoulders
sorreh
Lover please! do not fall to your knees!
its not like i belive in ever lasting love!
:)
sorreh
hahah
drama
....chimpanzee
hahah
ahmg
bitch
i have to pee
nom
toast?
Life isnt fair for sure
its clear ive had enough
I CANT STOP LAUGHING!
ahmg
b
l
o
g
why do i do this
i want to make another list

What do i think the meaning of life is?

to ....yeah.... cho momma
to .....yeah... cho mommas face

ok yeah you know where this is going

why do i continue

why do i continue to blog after i have nothing to say anymore

what is with all this double spacingness again

fail

this

once

again

just

i dunno.

torture.

Hey I cant stop my feet, ebony and ivory and dancing in the street. Hey its cause of you.

2009-11-26T20:50:00.000-08:00

This song is wierd
and absolutely great
it would be like my fav thing forever
it it wernt for her vocal drums
fail
although great
ill get over it
oh yeah right
Jungle drum-Emiliana Torrini
yeah
So we decided to be alll yeah with our dance teacher today
and she was all like disapointment sadnosity
and we were like aosfiuasgdkasd
and then after i went and talked to her
and i like :) yeah
luvluv
and yeah and she like yay
and yeah
and you totolay get it right?
i could tell
mhmm
i feel much better now
i felt bad all the tiime
:(
but now better?
i thinko sass should not be at nunsense
even though i really wish i was there
hmmm
but how do i plan a sleepover???
ossh
its impossible
when this specific person is dead
nooooom
but not dead
shes not actually dead
i have a jazz retreat this weeekend
im excited!
LETS GET EXCITED!!!!!
le tigre ftw!
ahmg
im sorry for breaking into random lyrics again
errr day
ahmg hillbiilllyyy!!
redneck
i love drama
my mom just didnt wake me up this morning
hmmm
it was great
she like u going to school tmmrw
im like yes i feel much better
i wake up at ten
mom?
she like i didnt want to wake you up
i like ...ok?
and yeah so i went to school for double drama and band
with that crazy teacher
and my wifes amazing trumpetness
i hate her
sooo much
why does she get to pwn soo bad??
i donno
but she get crazy solo song that she pwns at and totolay deserves soo yeah
why am i complaining??
hm
no idea
text text text
gentle stroke of face
OH BURN!
ahmg
yumyumyumyum
ashdfsdhglkshdfkuadfhgjydghfsydkagbkjfg
note
ahmg
ehheeheh
silly wife
i lurv her
i wanna see the reindeer
drum oooer
ssssssssss
im a snake
wire antlers
stab
horns
stab
bean
horn
stab
ahmg
ahah
hair
nom
failure.

JKASDHJSFKJOSGSIDHGVJVBSJDGSDUYGSHGDVKHDSFKSDFI

2009-11-25T18:53:00.000-08:00

i deeply dislike being sick
i cant do anything
i have an essay to do
and i just get up to get back in bed cause im like gagg
yuckk
ASDHCBSHDFVGKAFGHKDHGKFSGYJRGFJSGFAKDBGK
im in a slightly bad mood
partly because my brother just roundhouse kicked me
brb
im gonna kick his ass
well now that thats over and done with
he makes me soo mad!
rant rant rant
augh
ahmg

And history books forgot about us. And the bible didnt mention us, not even once. You are my sweetest downfall. I loved you first. :)

2009-11-24T13:04:00.000-08:00

Drugs
drugs
ddrrruuugggsss
ossh my head hurts
then why am on the computer you may ask
because i am an addict!
...and because my mom has all the advil in van
except for this stuff
...and it has caffiene in it
like wtf
so now im gonna have caffiene running through my veins
and ill never fall asleep
osssh
i want food soo bad
im afraid ill barf it up
but maybe it will help
i would risk that chance
...if i had any food in my food
LIKE ANY!
i found a cookie
woohhoo
i have frozen french fries,eggs,cheese,and cereal
like comeon
i cant just eat eggs
that could turn out interesting
it would be very breadless
and i would have cereal if i had milk
and i would have cheese ...except i dont like cheese
i am contemplating making fries
...even though it will take forever
and they dont have instructions on them?
ossh
i will fail
god
huuunnnggggerrr
failure
....be afraid of the old theyll inherit your soul
i need some emo poetry in my binder apparently
after me comes the flood
oshh
im sorry lyrics all the time
i cant stop
jehfsdhgsdg
i want foood!!!!!!!!
aughh!
why is the movie cheri still here?
i have a strong urge to watch it
but that equals head ache
soo i must not
hmmm
foood
ahhh the light hurts
i sound emo
like your momma last night!
ohhhh
bitch
what now?

i can make lists!!!!
ahmg
are u excited
i am
i can make numbered lists and block lists
but i cant really post a video
i could post a link and all
but no
fail
list time

My favourite things ever.

cho momma
cho mommas face
cho face
pie
you :) (my wife) (that one male who is the only other person who reads my blog)
noms
zelda
punching your babys when ur turned the other way
blogger....(lies)
cho mommas pies face

Oh what now?!?!

why am i still on here

why is this being double spaced

what a waste of paper

....only not cause this doesnt require paper

It smells like god in here so take off all your robes.

thats right

i did just say that

pip pip

A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?

2009-11-23T17:35:00.000-08:00

nom nom nom
pie is sooo gooood
and i know this
even though im not eating any right now
ohhh how i wish i was

okkk sooo i cant resist having a song of WHATEVER TIME FRAME I WANT
soooo even though everyone does it HERE!

omg blogger is dumb
i cant post videos??
what is this?
how will i go on?
i was going to post Kamera by wilco fyi
buuut nope
hmmm
FAIL!

soooo?
if a seagull flys over the sea.
What flys over the bay?
BAGELS!!
do ya get it? do ya?
ahhahahah
gosh
ahmg
amgy
....:)
my hair is sooo attractive
only not
wierd bandana made of wierd fabric
plus wet hair
equals
not attractive
hmmmm
i dislike
i want to janine to not live a million miles away
it would make my day
stupid boonies
i have dinner
and this has been a really fail post
im contemplating actually posting it
but i will
cause
i donno
torture.

how do you write music?

2009-11-20T21:57:00.000-08:00

how do you do it?!??!

i dont understand

i allwasy have music in my head!

sooo when ever i try it doesnt work

its allways just like whatever song/s is stuck in my head

but then again

that is my music. isnt it? oh and inside jokes ftw!

THIS IS NOT BREAKING ANY COPYWRITE INFRINGEMENT LAWS AND I DO NOT TAKE MOST OF THESE LYRICS AS MY OWN!

...OH and im not making money off of them

Youoohoohoohoohoooohhh

are 90 percent of the reason i get up in the morning...ohhhh

thheeeee othheerrr ten percent is cause i have to peeeEEEeeeEEEeeeEEE

but you make me peee everysingle dayyyyeeee

Sooo reallly i get up (not) only for yoouuu

Your feathery hair lifts my spirits

your intoxicating smelllll its....

tooo much to resist

you lift me up in my days of sorrow

I feel this way (not) only for you

(take it to the chorus!)

You are astounding, bewildering!

You flabbergast me every single dayy

You are perplexing, stupefying!

I melt from just a single touch.

I want to do drink a huge frosty milkshake with you

and hope our goldfish will have babies

becaauuusseee we all know that there is a snail crawling up you leggggg

...oooppsss

OOHHHH BECAUSE!!!

You are perspicacious, pulchritudinous!

Your resplendent smile make my day!

You are benevolent, but not melevolent!

How have i lived this looong without you as my wife?!?

Our open marriage is all i could ask for

how couldnt i share you with the world

you are my life

my dream

my one and only

annnd i feel this way (not) only for you

THANK YOU THANK YOU!

im here all week!

...ahmg im fail

but you like it

especially my wife

ahahahhaha

so there you have it janine

OH WAIT!

picture??

write up??

janine is my wife!

we got married on halloween!

under a soccer net

in the freezing cold

...and i wasnt wearing shoes

yes i had cold feet on our wedding night

she is the smartest, most insane person ive ever met

she is boy crazy

but if you didnt know her....youd never expect it

she is absolutely gorgeous!

and makes my day everysingle day!

I Love Youu!!!

(hottest pic of my life btw)

Baby can you play with fire?? ...Im Bringing Sexy back!...DOES THAT MAKE ME CRAZY?!?! ....probably...Listen up yall cause this is it!

2009-11-19T23:26:00.000-08:00

...im not listening to hilary duff
....NEVER!
why would i do such a thing?
oh SEXY BACK!
You see these shackles baby im your slave, Ill let you wipp me if i missbehave.
...take it to the bridge!!!!
...TAKE IT TO THE CHORUS!
Drinks on me!
look at those hips!
you make me smile!
....has any one else noticed the extremly creepy jt lyrics?
no? cause no one listens to this crap music??
oh i thought soo
hmmmm
HEY i havnt allways had amazing taste in music
.......it had to develop from somewhere
i used to be a top 10 girl
yuccckkk
INDIE FOR THE BOMB!... buuttt......
....shake your money maker like somebody bout to pay you!
...you lookin good in those jeans, i bet you look even better with me in between
..but your a hell of a distraction when you shake yo behind
...so feel free to get LOOSE and get carried away
...and all the calories you burn from me making you sweat!
ludacris is ludracris!!! HA!
but seriously creepy crap music
yeah im in vancouver at my apartment.....annnnddd i have music on her
but its from like a zillion years ago when i listened to crap music
sooo im having a little trip down memory lane
...why do i remember all the words???
AHMG!
GNARLES BARKLEY!
im sorry i have to admit i deeply enjoy the song crazy
just sooo wonderfull
HAHAHA bless your soul!
you really think your in control?
I THINK YOUR CRAZY! ...just like me
ever since i was little it looked like fun ...(oooer)

Fergalicious definition make them boys go loco They want my treasure so they get their pleasures from my photo You could see me, you can't squeeze me I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy I got reasons why I tease 'em Boys just come and go like seasons Hook Fergalicious Fergalicious But I ain't promiscuous And if you was suspicious All that shit is fictitious I blow kisses mmmwwahhh ....

......That puts them boys on rock, rock And they be lining down the block just to watch what I got
Baby, baby, baby If you really want me Honey get some patience Maybe then you'll get a taste I'll be tasty, tasty, I'll be laced with lacey It's so tasty, tasty, It'll make you crazy

......All the time I turn around always brotha's gather round always looking at me up and down looking at my uuhh I just wanna say it now I ain't tryin to round up drama little mama I don't wanna take your man And I know I'm comin off just a little bit conceited and I keep on repeating how the boys wanna eat it But I'm tryin' to tell, that I can't be treated like clientèle 'cause' they say she

im sorry

hahha like seriously
i dont know why im making you endure this with me
hmmmm

Pain without love
pain i cant get enough
pain i like it rough
cause id rather feel pain then nothing at all

sooo away from crap music
i have recently realized that spending too much time with my brother
could make anyone into a horrible person
use of the word chink is horrible enought....leave alone over use
and that is what he does
and now in my head every 5 seconds i say chink AUADGSDHG
i dun like it!
I love you tinzel! :)

I wanna see you all on your knees! hahah
oooerr

i had like a huge sushi feast
cause im in richmond
....hmmmm
no but seriously in this apartment building we have only seen 2 other white people
its quite impresive
asians are uber cool and ninja!
i could totolay live here :)

AHMG!
so i decided what my blog is now about
well its called Msbrightsidee
mostly because i allways look on the brightside
(also cause i have a killers ubsession)
sooo im just gonna tell you about all the things that make me happy
i could just add something errrday
or most days.....
hopefull everyday
...considering i am becoming a blog addict
and i never stop
but yeah
it has a very wide variety of topics to choose from
and its what i do allready
.....now i feel like i have a purpose though
and you could go expierience these things and i would just improve your life greatly:)
(only not)
or you could just live through me
and whenever i jump off a cliff
(attached to a cable of corse)
you can feel my excitement!
i have just realized that im going to edmonton
and there is a bungee jump thing in the poool
I TOTOLAY COULD!!!!!!!

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Do you know who that reminds me of???
MY WIFE OF CORSE!

i think that today ....she will be what makes me happy

i was gonna post a picture and write about her
.....but then i realized she would kill me if i did
but i love her lotzzz and that all she neeeds to know
:)
i should go to bed...... my mom keeps getting mad
and i have a book
but i deeply enjoy this keyboard
it fits perfectly with my fingers
maybe thats why im writing so much
hmmmmmmm
this is really long
i like
it is grand
like the coucher
which we have recently discovered isnt a couch but the verb to sleep
couch is sofa
which is fail
considering everytime we split into groups in drama
we run to the couch yelling COUCHER!
so does everyone think were going to have a nap??
cause were not
we do rape eachother a little
but that is an entirely differrent story
annnd je suis aller coucher!
i think that was really bad french
i dont feel like conjugating and am to tired to rememebr which ones im sopsoto to conjugate
but anywho i go
just so that this thing you have just wasted like an hour reading doesnt waste anymore of your precious time.
i am sorry for your lost minutes
and will make up for them in any way that i possibly can.

Once again I'm blogging via iPod. Why am I such a blog addict!?!?! I'm in the airport woohoo!! Fun fun fun. :)

2009-11-19T19:00:00.000-08:00

Ive got a pefect body, but sometimes I forget. I got a perfect body, cause my eyelashes catch my sweat! :)

2009-11-19T17:24:00.001-08:00

So this post isnt going to be all that long
...well i think
...the grands are coming to take me to la airport momentairily
and im going to edmonton bitch!!!!
...im sorry that was uncalled for
bad words...
soo yes ive come to say goodbyee my loverr!!!
you know who you are...:)
ahahah annnnnd
my dearest blog
(yes i am refering to a non-existant person/blog)
i will miss you for this whhooole wonderful weeekend
i will blog when possible
:D

that last post deffinetly made sense.Just for any of you that were wondering.

2009-11-18T23:42:00.000-08:00

I really should go to bed... You know grow a possible millimeter... Read a bit .... Gain some knowledge. You know all that stuff.And I stuff.Pip pip!!

2009-11-18T23:38:00.000-08:00

It's getting late. Why am I still doing this....? I was going to go to bed early.What is this. Osshh ahmg! Why is SOH CAH TOA stuck in my head?!

2009-11-18T23:36:00.000-08:00

I am posting just with this title... My iPod won't let me write anywhere else.... Don't ask me why I'm trying to blog on my iPod.Cause I have no idea

2009-11-18T23:29:00.000-08:00

You’re using your headphones to drown out your mind

2009-11-18T21:07:00.000-08:00

SO!

my brother just hobbled over here in his sickness to say

"YOU HAVE A BLOG?!?!?!??!....am i on it?!?!"

and i think in my head .....of corse small 13 year old rapist brother......

but he isnt! sooooo (aint he rad??)

now he is imitating himself

annnnddd

im gonna tell you some slight details about him to make his day
"he real cool"

"he got a big dinkledonk"

ok sooooo there..

this is what he told me to write in his ever so nerdy fake nerd voice

i think it describes his personality pree well

"OHH MMYY GOOODDD!"

that was his gay man impersonation
....and now im going to stop quoting my brother
...oh wait apparently it wasnt a gay man......it was matt hart
ohh welll isnt that kind!!!
welll matt did punch him in the face
but as he just said....youve gotta be nice to the people who have no friends
speaking of people who have no friends
there is this wonderfully wonderful person who goes to my school
who happens to like me ...apparently
i am slightly afraid
yesterday after school he came up to me and started hitting on me
i was like WOOOOO!
meep
and he apparently thought he said something stupid
.....because i turned around to see him going "whisper whisper to myself"
you know like "god that was stupid you stupid head why did you say that?!?"
like on tv
....yes.....hes just that fail
...most people think he is gay
....he has a bubble bum
and he thinks he can sing....but he cant ...although im proud of him for getting on stage and all
but really hes so off key it hurts
if i could post the video for you i totolay would
i promise
but blogger wont let me :(
my friends are trying to convince me to lead him on
....but i cant
...im not that cruel
although that would be fuunneeh
or start flirting with someone else in front of him
buuuuttt
i think im just gonna be the "the dumb oblivious blond"
which i totolay am
only not really
but sometimes
and i can see where people would get that impresion from
BUT IM NOT!
i just really suck at math!
ahaha
but anywho
im just gonna hope he dosn't ask me out
....it might be a horrible situation
im not good at being mean
hmmmmmmm
im sorry bailey ....im a lesbian!
bahahhaha only not
but he will never know......
muahhahahaha
i just have to have a romantic embrace with janine in front of him
and my story will be set in stone
....but then he will tell everyone else im a lesbian
annnndd i will never date a boy ever again
...hmmmm
scratch that!
i will think of something ...

Ive got soul but im not a soldier!

2009-11-16T18:15:00.000-08:00

I dont write enough

....it is a well known fact

a friend has mentioned that blogs get to personal

annnd shes right

sooooo

no more personal info??

what can i blog about?

like really?

music is the only thing i can think of

.....annnnnddd everyone does that

and since i absolutely loved julie and julia

....i have considered the idea of cooking large quantities of food and blogging about it

....untill i realized that i cant cook

and i deffinetly dont have the time or patience for that

what am i passionate about??

Dance,music,drama.

you know the ussual.

hmmm

boys??

muahahhahahah deffoo!!!!!!!

i could deffinetly just post about boys

.....it may offend some people

but i can hmmmmm

who is my first victim

RUPERT FRIEND!!!!!

he is entirely yummy scrumboes!

is he not?

that picture doesnt really give him justice

hmmmm.....

This one?

maybe hmmmm

just watch Cheri.

it is a great movie

even though it isnt at all

it has the lamest ending of my life

The pretty boy just kills himself

and you know what makes it even worse?

YOU DONT GET TO SEE IT!!!!

the narrators just like .....and then he shot himself in the head

it was a fail movie

but great....because it has introduced me to him

osshhhhhhhh ahahhahaha

this is fail......?

oui!

god

oh well

i dont mind

fail is my middle name

and its obviously gonna stay that way.

This is where I scream From!!!

2009-10-10T22:34:00.000-07:00

Why do our hearts betray us this way?
Why are they allways fighting against what you want them to do?
Against whats right?
Why do they want to hurt us?
Why do they allways change their minds?
A descision should last forever.
Not change.
So why do my opinions change.
Why do the descisions i have made, the ones i thought i wanted.
End up to be wrong?
Why do i yell at myself inside my head.
Fighting from both sides of the problem.
My wants? My needs?
Who cares!
Why cant i do whats right and be happy with it.
Why cant i think things through and never make mistakes?
What if i want smooth sailing?
No sleepless nights.
No endless problems.
No Problems!!!
Who made them?
When did they start?
Who had the stupid idea to give man kinda a conscience?
Why do i have to feel bad?
Why? cause i should!
Oh how i wish i didnt!
How come i cant go back?
Fix my problems. So i dont have to deal with them?
How come they have to allways be there sitting at the back of my mind,
dampening my spirits.
Making my day move by just that little bit slower.
Making it that much harder.
What if its not my fault?
Why should i have to deal with it?
Havn't we all had enough?
Why doesnt it ever stop?

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep 'Cause everything is never as it seems

2009-10-03T23:27:00.000-07:00

I hate september!
ooosshh!
well it sucks
to much drama
fdsgakgadfnbgadjbna
jimminy crickets!
my head and my heart are colliding; chaotic
ahahha but i have mr. pirate
he may have been anal raped, beaten with a board
and developed severe symptoms of H1N1 and aids
but he loves me :)
hes a great snuggler :P
science world shenanigans are fun!
i can make cool knots!
...pie?
i wish
Throw a stranger an unexpected smile :)
i want my mommy to come home
i miss her
saadface
This is when i start to bite my nails
and clean my room when all else fails
ooossh! i love avril lavigne
..i really liked my hair today
just thought id let you know
you as in the internet
cause no one reads this ...... but who cares
i like to write it
its fuunn
what id we stop having a ball
what if the paint chips from the wall
i know all i do is write lyrics
i am just fail that way
chase you with the rolling pin , well , what if i do?
uhhhhh dishes
meraaacksdfsdf
:(
i must leave you my lovely world wide web
annnd who ever else is insane enough to actually read random peoples bloggers
:P
not that i do that or anything
gooosshh
mwah!

2009-09-17T16:12:00.000-07:00

My conversation with TIMOTHY!!!!
pan..HI TIM!
tim... what up?
pan.. we should make an epic plan to kick that boys bum
tim.. for sure although i dont want to die...

jANINE... NUAHHAHA I AM NOW A PART OF THIS CONVERSATION AND I AM GOING TO.. not finish this sentence.
pan.. BAHHAha awsome i like cheesy snackss
tim..awesome
saskia: YO MAMA OBURN WHAT NOW FEEL MY QUAD.
pann.. anytime ;)
Tennille: non merci.
janine: Quad... Quad,.... Quad...
janine:... feel my quad... its nice and robust... quaaaadddd.
pan... mmmmmm robust
janine: ewww wtf? ROADKILL!
pan..I like ..... crispy chicken.... mmmmmm crispyy
Janine: this conversation is going absolutely nowhere.
tim.. whats going nothing much awesome what else is new nothing much oh yeah thats awesome today at school we had no jazz band it was strait... hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha so how you doing? i am good whats going on no much not much not much not much not much not much not much not much not much ..... now i am done
pan.. i would hope sooo no jazz is sad
new ingrid michelson is awsome
....no more yummy chessy snacks
...ahahah swim in your own direction!!!!!!
YES!
deffo
selfish jerkish thing!!!!
cause hes jerkish
neil afraid of ovens that open in ur face BURNNNNIINNGGG!!!!

janine is now going to... HACK TIMMEH'S FACEBOOK! YEAAA!
heh heh heh. HACK.
gurshhhh. gurshhh. gursshhhhhh!
Tennille: Swampy eyes? no, wrong *slap*. very much slap. Calm. calm, better now... dayum.
saskia: lolololol. lololololol.
Tennille: not a funny situation. no. wrong. Incorrect.
pan.. swampy eyes.... what??
me not getty it deffo has somin to do with that guy
mhmmmm i know it does no denying
i just raped janine
she laughed SO hard ... but this is janine sooo it twas funneh
Janine: oh my god you raped me.
it was horrible.
pann...you liked it ;)
heheheheheh

janine is going to post this now. woohoo. WOOHOOO.

I met you once and ive fallen for your notions

2009-08-12T00:12:00.000-07:00

AHAHHA!

i felt like being cheezy

and i had no idea what to write

so there you go

but cheese is good

but i do have the best friends ever

my bestest friend came over today we curled our hair and then we walked around town

joking about how we were to gorgeous for the hick town we live in ....:P HA!

and counting how many old creepers checked us out!

BAHAHHAHA!

but we do have a lot of those in terrace

soooo me and my friends own a business called candy stop

we selll candy

and some old guy came up to us and was like

heheheh it should be called pussy stop

we were like ahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :S

and then well my friend was holding up our stop sign and fail curtsying

some guy was like ill give you $20 to dance all day

we were quite creeped on that day

but its funn ..... and creeepy

ahaha

I am going to a bollywood themed birthday party tommorrow!

im pretty much stoked

AHAHAHHA!

my boyfriend left to go for a camp like 3 days ago

....and truthfully i had no fricken idea

ahahha i called him today and his brother was like hes at a camp in the queen charlottes

i was like oh...ahahhaha

and its not like were lame square little gr8 types

i would ussually know i was just to lazy to call and i thought he would call me eventually

but nope

he isnt even in town

i laughed

it was great

I WANNA SEE G FORCE!!

you know the new movie about like gerbils or somin

it looks pretty much pimp

i pretty much just wanna see a movie

but im broke

saaaaddd faaccee

oh welll i will deal with watching disney movies

which pwn btw

ahhaha i watched beauty and the beast today

ive watched like every disney movie this summer

except pochahantas

which i wannna watch reallly bad!!!!

BUT I CANT FIND IT! :(

but ive only watched them cause i live at a cabin on the lake for most of the summer

yeah the lake pwns its so relaxed and beautful

so i get over the fact that i sometimes have no friends to see

i just lay in the sun look at the pretty mountains

or go canoeing but usually 2 of my best friends

live just down the street so i have lots of company

their names are dane and kyle they are twins

and i have known them forever but theyre in africa and i miss them lots

their those family friends that everyone usually hates

only i have a lot more family friends and they all pwn

we have great times

AHAH i really want an electric scooter

im stoked

you dont need a liscence

they are awsome

I have a new friend

her name is jodie

ahahha shes Jodie my big fat chodie!!!!

ahahah shes friends with tennille

and she came down here to visit her

she is awsome

but shes allready gone home and i allready miss

her tis sad

i enjoy wearing manly clothes

nice baggy clothes

because im a man

a gay man

in a womans body

but shhhhhh its a secret

ahahahhaha

thats why i have my gay lover SCOTTTY!!!!!!

hes the bomb

extremly bomb worthy

ahahah!

and hes extremly sexy

im very sad he doesnt like woman

other wise hed totolay be mine

BAHAH jay kay!!!

buuuutttt im to lazy to write any more and this has been extremly random

so i must gooo

pip pip

oooooo your making me live (:

2009-08-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

I have the best friends in the world

I Love You Guys!!!!

When I cry you help me out

When I'm happy you hear me shout

When I grin you know I'm really mad

because you are my best friend

You can tell when I'm sad
You're there in thick and thin

You're my best friend

You hear me out when I want to talk

You help me out when I get mad

You are the bestest friend I've ever had

So hear me out when I say

You're the light in my day

You are the moon in my night

You shine very bright

You guys are the bestest friends I have

i miss you lizard! <3

my brain is like this circle and theres all these boxes floating in it and when they hit the circle thats what i think about! :D

2009-08-10T22:55:00.000-07:00

Yo!
i have returned from the dark side
...muahahahahwell of corse im not lying
GOSH!
i would giggle ...... :P:D
hi! im amanda
im not surewhat do i do?
pretty much be random
im good at that
tee hee
only not im to tire
seee i just missed a letter
and even though i have to type explaing it
im to lazy to go back and fix it :D
i dont like working
it makes you tired
well i love it
but im tired
im a fricken entrepeuner
i dont how to spell that
saaaaddd facce
:(
ahah
i sell candy all day
but i do it with 2 of my best friends
and we have fun
although ...
well i love candy
but i need to stop eating it
i will be one of those people who sit in their rooms and be fat
...but that would be fun
.....hehehhehehehhe
me and my bestest friend are gonna randomly curl our tommorow morning
her curling iron has magically disapeared
...i just moved and i really hope my mommy doesnt make me unpack randomness tmmrw
ive been working to much
i wanna do somin fun
this has gotten very slow
its too late for me to be interesting in any way
falaaaaaaaalalalll
i just sang you i little a little jig
ahahahha i sound like a leprecon
leprecons are irish
did you know im kiwi
and a turtle.....and a panda
but a kiwi because im half new zealandyyyy
and im a citizen
cause i pwn
:D
HA!
(:
i feel like skipping rocks
because i wanna go camping
AHHHHHH RED SAND!
ahahah
my family and all our family friends go on this annual camping trip
it pwns
we go the last week before school starts up again
but its still the part of summer we look forward to the most
but my nanas coming at the end of the month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and my granddad!!!
all the way from new zealand
tooo see me
they pwn
im stoked!
AHHHHHH!
ahahhaha
erlllackkk a pongoes!
i smell
....dont ask
ahahha cause you probably dont wanna know
even though the only person who willll probably ever read this allready knows the story ahhaha
im to lazy to write any more
EROUUUGGGHHHHH!
that was my dieing birdish dinosaur impersonation
you likey???
ahahha
........

xoxogossipgirl

BAHAHHAHAHHA

im a NoOb

2009-08-10T21:52:00.001-07:00

im a noob do not point and laugh
i am..... i likey
ahahhaha
ahahahhahaha
teehee
.....mwah<3