Friday, January 8, 2010

life is.....life


thats all there is to it
it is what it is
so stop worrying
it seems like its going to last forever
but before you know it youll be at your wedding or laying on your death bed
which also makes me think.
is your death bed the place where you die?
or the actual bed.
which could mean
you could own your death bed your entire life
although i somehow doubt that
hmmm freaky
back to the point
dont let your problems get you down
yeah i have forgotten this lately
its just been to much for me
but really
who cares?
it will allways get better
even if only for a short period
and your problems will eventually end
and everything wil be good again
just the way we all like it
and why shouldnt we
we all like being happy
its one of the best feelings out there
just like being loved
climbing into your big comfy bed with your favourite pillow after a long day
listening to a new playlist
staring at your brand new 800 page book
or watching the sun slowly descend into the horizon
knowing that tomorrow youll have a new beginning.
those magical moments are what we all strive for
what we love
what we need

....but when we forget these things
it becomes too much
we forget how to deal with our crappy lives
and break down
fall into a heap on the floor
and cry

but its life
and it is what it is
not anything else
so live it
and forget about your problems
because they may seem like to much but when your older
youll realize it was nothing
because thats really what your problems are in this big green world
nothing

Thursday, January 7, 2010

DOWN THEM STAIRS! LOSE DEM CARES!!! WHERE?!?!??! DOWN IN BIRDLAND!!


so yeah
i promised myself id go to bed at like7
its officially like8
damn it
hmm
i still have homework
but this sounded like more fun
rarr
novel study as the last unit was the worst idea of my life
gurrsh
but
im reading the chrysalids
i enjoy it
a lot
mhmm
oh my god
so i had another bad stressful day
i felt the need to pass out injazz
half fell asleep in drama
actually did math in math
but everyone else wasnt so now the cooker is changing the seating arrangements
and without domonehh and shelly i will never get any work done ever again
goooddddddddddddddddddddddd
my brother just told me im amazing in bed
i know its obvious
but he leads to much humor
BAHHAHA he just told me hes not spoiled
wow
hmmm
askjdfnasfvnhaofhvgnodfvfvnofnvghnvv
clickehhhhh
god
i need a weekend
one more day
and possible physical activity tmmrw??
i hope so i really need it
i would have ran every day this week on account of it reduces my stress
if not for the fact that it slike - 20 outside
and the road is like a skating rink
...............
ahhhh i just sneezed
bliss
WHFHGVADFHBVDHFBDFHBODFHBDHBODFBDFOBNDFBDF
THIS IS HOW I DEAL!!!
I DONT HAVE A GODDAMN PROBLEM!!!
meow
oh my god
i should go do my english so i can go to bed
toodaallooos

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Cause im yours to keep if you want to. :)


Won't you call my private number?
We can go away for the summer!

We can drive around with the top down
stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

But I hear that you wanna ditch me
But you know I'm not such a bad seed.

We can drive around with the top down
Stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

We can have some fun with an ear drum
We can bang away on the tom tom.

We can drive around with the top down
Stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

Won't you come on down to the freak show?
He can sit along as my hair grows.

We can drive around with the top down
Stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

Monday, January 4, 2010

annd im still falling for this vision.


so,
im sorry for that
i think now that ive figured everything out in my head
im fine
although
im still pretty sure that if i tried to do homework i would break down
haha
so im gonna curl my hair and listen to music
mhmm
thats right
and go to bed at a decent time
and yeah i hope you realize your clingy and your subconsciously freaking me out
yeah and i would be telling you this
if not for the fact that you think i went to bed 2 hours ago
sorry about that
hmmmm
rarrrrr
yayy
for good mood
thank you domoney
i love you lotzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
<3
mwah mwah mwah
ahah
meow meow meow
i dont want to have provincials
like i really dont im gonna have to really get down and work my but off gooodddddddddd
huh
dun wanna
oh well

The bells toll. We line up. And one by one we all die. Please tell me im not the first one of us to see the resemblance between school and death row.


god.
i fled the school so fast today.
i just couldnt deal with people.
there were only 4 people i actually thought i might be able to handle
hmmm
you know who you are my lovely ladies
even my close friends made me mad
hmmmm
i cant deal
to many people
wow the socialaholic cant deal
now i wonder how the rest of you feel
yeah
i saw my friends after school and i was just like keep walking amanda
....pray they dont follow you
they didnt
i had to talk to nigel though. gross
im sorry for my bitchiness
they say that good things come to those who wait
so just wait ma foos
ill be fine....soon
oh and by the way
im not angry.
but if you keep asking i will be.

Gahhhddd!!!!! I want to sleeeeeep!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Im the berlin wall, Im a total mess. Your a recking ball, in a summer dress.


HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!
yayayya
new year!
new century!
appocalypse in 2 years??
hmmm i think not
TAKE THAT MR CLOUTIER!
sorreh
hmmmm
jeremiah was a bull frog
how come thats in my head???
im going skiing tmmrw
i should prolly get to sleep
hmmm
nahh
RARR