It's getting late. Why am I still doing this....? I was going to go to bed early.What is this. Osshh ahmg! Why is SOH CAH TOA stuck in my head?!

I am posting just with this title... My iPod won't let me write anywhere else.... Don't ask me why I'm trying to blog on my iPod.Cause I have no idea

You’re using your headphones to drown out your mind

SO!


my brother just hobbled over here in his sickness to say


"YOU HAVE A BLOG?!?!?!??!....am i on it?!?!"


and i think in my head .....of corse small 13 year old rapist brother......


but he isnt! sooooo (aint he rad??)

now he is imitating himself

annnnddd

im gonna tell you some slight details about him to make his day
"he real cool"

"he got a big dinkledonk"

ok sooooo there..

this is what he told me to write in his ever so nerdy fake nerd voice

i think it describes his personality pree well

"OHH MMYY GOOODDD!"

that was his gay man impersonation
....and now im going to stop quoting my brother
...oh wait apparently it wasnt a gay man......it was matt hart
ohh welll isnt that kind!!!
welll matt did punch him in the face
but as he just said....youve gotta be nice to the people who have no friends
speaking of people who have no friends
there is this wonderfully wonderful person who goes to my school
who happens to like me ...apparently
i am slightly afraid
yesterday after school he came up to me and started hitting on me
i was like WOOOOO!
meep
and he apparently thought he said something stupid
.....because i turned around to see him going "whisper whisper to myself"
you know like "god that was stupid you stupid head why did you say that?!?"
like on tv
....yes.....hes just that fail
...most people think he is gay
....he has a bubble bum
and he thinks he can sing....but he cant ...although im proud of him for getting on stage and all
but really hes so off key it hurts
if i could post the video for you i totolay would
i promise
but blogger wont let me :(
my friends are trying to convince me to lead him on
....but i cant
...im not that cruel
although that would be fuunneeh
or start flirting with someone else in front of him
buuuuttt
i think im just gonna be the "the dumb oblivious blond"
which i totolay am
only not really
but sometimes
and i can see where people would get that impresion from
BUT IM NOT!
i just really suck at math!
ahaha
but anywho
im just gonna hope he dosn't ask me out
....it might be a horrible situation
im not good at being mean
hmmmmmmm
im sorry bailey ....im a lesbian!
bahahhaha only not
but he will never know......
muahhahahaha
i just have to have a romantic embrace with janine in front of him
and my story will be set in stone
....but then he will tell everyone else im a lesbian
annnndd i will never date a boy ever again
...hmmmm
scratch that!
i will think of something ...

Ive got soul but im not a soldier!

I dont write enough

....it is a well known fact

a friend has mentioned that blogs get to personal

annnd shes right

sooooo

no more personal info??

what can i blog about?

like really?

music is the only thing i can think of

.....annnnnddd everyone does that

and since i absolutely loved julie and julia

....i have considered the idea of cooking large quantities of food and blogging about it

....untill i realized that i cant cook

and i deffinetly dont have the time or patience for that

what am i passionate about??

Dance,music,drama.

you know the ussual.

hmmm

boys??

muahahhahahah deffoo!!!!!!!

i could deffinetly just post about boys

.....it may offend some people

but i can hmmmmm

who is my first victim

RUPERT FRIEND!!!!!

he is entirely yummy scrumboes!

is he not?

that picture doesnt really give him justice

hmmmm.....

This one?

maybe hmmmm

just watch Cheri.

it is a great movie

even though it isnt at all

it has the lamest ending of my life

The pretty boy just kills himself

and you know what makes it even worse?

YOU DONT GET TO SEE IT!!!!

the narrators just like .....and then he shot himself in the head

it was a fail movie

but great....because it has introduced me to him

osshhhhhhhh ahahhahaha

this is fail......?

oui!

god

oh well

i dont mind

fail is my middle name

and its obviously gonna stay that way.

This is where I scream From!!!

Why do our hearts betray us this way?
Why are they allways fighting against what you want them to do?
Against whats right?
Why do they want to hurt us?
Why do they allways change their minds?
A descision should last forever.
Not change.
So why do my opinions change.
Why do the descisions i have made, the ones i thought i wanted.
End up to be wrong?
Why do i yell at myself inside my head.
Fighting from both sides of the problem.
My wants? My needs?
Who cares!
Why cant i do whats right and be happy with it.
Why cant i think things through and never make mistakes?
What if i want smooth sailing?
No sleepless nights.
No endless problems.
No Problems!!!
Who made them?
When did they start?
Who had the stupid idea to give man kinda a conscience?
Why do i have to feel bad?
Why? cause i should!
Oh how i wish i didnt!
How come i cant go back?
Fix my problems. So i dont have to deal with them?
How come they have to allways be there sitting at the back of my mind,
dampening my spirits.
Making my day move by just that little bit slower.
Making it that much harder.
What if its not my fault?
Why should i have to deal with it?
Havn't we all had enough?
Why doesnt it ever stop?

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep 'Cause everything is never as it seems

I hate september!
ooosshh!
well it sucks
to much drama
fdsgakgadfnbgadjbna
jimminy crickets!
my head and my heart are colliding; chaotic
ahahha but i have mr. pirate
he may have been anal raped, beaten with a board
and developed severe symptoms of H1N1 and aids
but he loves me :)
hes a great snuggler :P
science world shenanigans are fun!
i can make cool knots!
...pie?
i wish
Throw a stranger an unexpected smile :)
i want my mommy to come home
i miss her
saadface
This is when i start to bite my nails
and clean my room when all else fails
ooossh! i love avril lavigne
..i really liked my hair today
just thought id let you know
you as in the internet
cause no one reads this ...... but who cares
i like to write it
its fuunn
what id we stop having a ball
what if the paint chips from the wall
i know all i do is write lyrics
i am just fail that way
chase you with the rolling pin , well , what if i do?
uhhhhh dishes
meraaacksdfsdf
:(
i must leave you my lovely world wide web
annnd who ever else is insane enough to actually read random peoples bloggers
:P
not that i do that or anything
gooosshh
mwah!

My conversation with TIMOTHY!!!!
pan..HI TIM!
tim... what up?
pan.. we should make an epic plan to kick that boys bum
tim.. for sure although i dont want to die...

jANINE... NUAHHAHA I AM NOW A PART OF THIS CONVERSATION AND I AM GOING TO.. not finish this sentence.
pan.. BAHHAha awsome i like cheesy snackss
tim..awesome
saskia: YO MAMA OBURN WHAT NOW FEEL MY QUAD.
pann.. anytime ;)
Tennille: non merci.
janine: Quad... Quad,.... Quad...
janine:... feel my quad... its nice and robust... quaaaadddd.
pan... mmmmmm robust
janine: ewww wtf? ROADKILL!
pan..I like ..... crispy chicken.... mmmmmm crispyy
Janine: this conversation is going absolutely nowhere.
tim.. whats going nothing much awesome what else is new nothing much oh yeah thats awesome today at school we had no jazz band it was strait... hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha so how you doing? i am good whats going on no much not much not much not much not much not much not much not much not much ..... now i am done
pan.. i would hope sooo no jazz is sad
new ingrid michelson is awsome
....no more yummy chessy snacks
...ahahah swim in your own direction!!!!!!
YES!
deffo
selfish jerkish thing!!!!
cause hes jerkish
neil afraid of ovens that open in ur face BURNNNNIINNGGG!!!!

janine is now going to... HACK TIMMEH'S FACEBOOK! YEAAA!
heh heh heh. HACK.
gurshhhh. gurshhh. gursshhhhhh!
Tennille: Swampy eyes? no, wrong *slap*. very much slap. Calm. calm, better now... dayum.
saskia: lolololol. lololololol.
Tennille: not a funny situation. no. wrong. Incorrect.
pan.. swampy eyes.... what??
me not getty it deffo has somin to do with that guy
mhmmmm i know it does no denying
i just raped janine
she laughed SO hard ... but this is janine sooo it twas funneh
Janine: oh my god you raped me.
it was horrible.
pann...you liked it ;)
heheheheheh


janine is going to post this now. woohoo. WOOHOOO.