Monday, March 29, 2010

Somethin' filled up
my heart with nothin',
someone told me not to cry.

But now that I'm older,
my heart's colder,
and I can see that it's a lie.

Children wake up,
hold your mistake up,
before they turn the summer into dust.

If the children don't grow up,
our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.
We're just a million little gods causin' rain storms turnin' every good thing to

I guess we'll just have to adjust.


Sunday, March 21, 2010

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.

hmmm. sigh.
i know i am a failure.
its seriously been like 2 months
i know tis horrible.
i want icecream.
i pretty much dont know what to do with my life anymore.
well i know what i want to do.
BUT its not gonna happen.
so i just stare at my wall and such.
and durk your mom
and yeah.
never sleep
and pee
like right now
so like an hour later i am returning with an emptier bladder
a fuller tummy
a bowl of icecream
my cellular device
and a happier mood
good good
did you know that blogging often makes me sad
cause it makes me think about my life
hahaha that sounded awfully sad and over dramatic
i didnt mean it like that though
i just google searched myself
im like the 3rd one
i love twitter
but if you add terrace
the im the first 3
cause its all like YOU ARE AN ENTREPRENEUR
its a win
i just read the article....why? im not so sure
im stoked for the summer
i like it
its fun
i get to make hotdogs
i should talk to mrs c about that
im so excited to talk to her...just in general
i hope you caught that sarcasm
i love it when she secretly talks bad abou tmy friends
and then insults me but comes up with some bullshit comments that makes it sound better
and how often she contradicts herself
and how often i just want to kill her
i also want to kill him right now
just cause then hell be dead
and i wont have to think about it
it is a good way to solve this situation
i dont want to go to jazz
at alll
its lame
i like it
but i suck
so now its just like ruining my self confidence
and i dont have like any solos
god i miss my old tone
sweeet allah
guess what guys? im going to hell.
i really like mint chocolate chip icecream
i dont know if i mentioned that before
but it is my favorite
i dont want to put away laundry
i watched dracual today
it was amazing
i love gore
and your mother
and the love story was just obscene
infatuation can go die
it just causes problems
and regrets
maybe i should go to bed
its good for me
and i i have to logg my sleeping hours for planning
(aka you might have crappy parents so im gonna teach you this class)
and it might be better to you know...actually get sleep for a couple days
so mrs c doesnt start using me as a bad example
it would be sad
my icecream is gone
so am i?
yes i know
once again