Saturday, January 23, 2010

ahhh yes. chelle, i hope u read this..... cause we are totaly better then her.... :)

soooooo bad!
break your ankles.
get it over with.
your costume makes it look like your going to perform......?
BAD

All this weight is on, it's worse We're moderate, we modernize. ‘Til our hell is a good life.


it makes me really mad when i write this big post
and then in some mad circumstances it is deleted
and im just like
DAMN YOU AQUA SCUM
please catch the finding nemo quote
anywho
i didnt do enough math today
although i did jump into a pool with all my clothes on ...:)
OH
IM RAD AT POINTE
yeah
like i can get entirely up on my box
and chelle and jac cant
and i dont mean this in like some mean bitch oh im better then u way
cause i never will be
its just never happens to me
but it just gives a kind of sick thrill
when i think of how im the one sophia had doubts in
like i could tell she was this close to not putting me on pointe
and like i never really told anyone...... but i was pretty sure she wasnt going to
im just like HAH dont doubt in me again!
it just makes me feel good about myself
:)
and like i know chelle and jac will be better then me in under a month
so im just gonna lay here and just revel in my pwnageness
for the first time in my life
mhmm
cause really what have i got on them?
i can do variety...cause i can act
and i can pop
but really that requires no training
and thats pretty much the problem
it be big fail
sigh
anywho
pointe=me enjoying the idea of getting up saturday mornings

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Why cant i ever go to bed when i plan to??


I just loved being exposed to new things.
and thats why i must now expose you.

http://theoatmeal.com/story/twilight

Read now!
you will pee
i will never refer to pants as bella again
always pants

http://www.snorgtees.com/warningpandasarebears-p-800.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/iliketurtles-p-796.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/rawrmeansiloveyou-p-623.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/itsokaypluto-p-461.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/thatswhatshesaid-p-366.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/ionlylikenyasafriend-p-732.html
so you know if ur ever wondering what i want for my birthday
look no further

BUT! especially these 2
http://www.snorgtees.com/ionlylikenyasafriend-p-732.html
http://www.snorgtees.com/brb-p-840.html
the abstinence one is my favorite
really really

i want to get this one for darien
http://www.snorgtees.com/zombieshatefastfood-p-969.html
hahah

and those are pretty much my discoveries of the evening.
kinda lame
Oh and i rediscovered some weird math thing
yusss
proud
i hate math
so much
im gonna die
augh
im goin to bed
:)
pip pip

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE


I start up in the north I grow from special seed
I sprinkle it with sensibility
from French and Hungarian snow
I linger in the sprouting until my engine's full

Then I move across the sea
To European bliss
To language of poets
As I cut the cord of home
I kiss my mother's mother
look to the horizon

wide eyed, new ground
humbled by my new surroundings

I am a citizen of the planet
My president is kwan yin
My frontier is on an airplane
my prisons: homes for rehabilitating

Then I fly back to my nest, I fly back with my nuclear but everything is different
So I wait, my yearn for home is broadened, patriotism expanded by callings from beyond
So I pack my things nothing precious all things sacred

I am a citizen of the planet
My laws are all of attraction
My punishments are consequences
Separating from source the original sin

I am a citizen of the planet
democracy's kids are sovereign
Where the teachers are the sages
And pedestals fill with every parent

And so, the next few years are blurry, the next decade's a flurry of smells and tastes unknown
Threads sewn straight through this fabric through fields of every color one culture to another

I come alive and I get giddy I am taken and globally naturalized
I am a citizen of the planet
From simple roots through high vision
I am guarded by the angels
My body guides the direction I go in

I am a citizen of the planet
My favorite pastime edge stretching
Besotten with human condition
these ideals are borne from my deepest within

Monday, January 18, 2010

Now inside shes lost it. She broke down from wanting. Hes pulling her heartstrings. This must be a mistake. Predictable reaction.


CRAZZEEEHHH
were all crazy
recent discovery on my part
hmm
oh yus
where does the toetag go on a person if they have no toes??
i just left u and went for a run on my beautiful runny thing
i shouldnt be aloud to leave things on my bed
its so big and puffy ...and everything just goes missing
its sad
really it is
i really need to my hmmrwk
thursday is the official day when im going to come home and do my rom and jul work
cause its needed
and even a bad mark is better then o%
and i have other stuff to do
im still missing that wrksheet that we did way back when
i asked her for it
she never got it
im so excited for second semester
my elbow hurts
so my semester buddy is chelly
its exciting
although im going to miss having janine as a semester buddy
its a sad story
but happy
cause i have science and gym with chelle
and still gym with janine
so the best of both worlds
:D
but we are just gonna rant about dance ALL THE TIME
and mr marleau is gonna kill us
mhmm
but he likes me
so its all good
and hes super easy
but im afraid ill fail the provincial
but really if i do all my hmmwrk....
pfft thats never gonna happen
well i still allways get like 89 in his class
whuch is decent
considering i hand everything in late
i shuld stop that though
nodds enthusiastically
im the biggest prcrastinator ever
its bad
really bad
like so bad
see
im on the computer right now
i have hmmwrk
BAD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2PK7nQmNBQ
THAT VIDEO MAKES ME MAD
shes like im gonna teach u how to jazz dance
lets start with calypso turns
...cause u know its so beginner
and she has the worst arms of my life
hmmm well shes not that bad
just annoying
yuppyupp
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9ttpKb59gE&feature=related

hahah best thing ever

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Lights turn blue. Shine on you. Shining right through.


meow meow meow
so i hate patrick moore
i just wanted to get that one out there
mhmm
he wonders why
LIST TIME
  1. he was absolutely in love with every other girl around me....even though he did love me the most....but still LIES
  2. he needs to learn how to respect people...im not saying that i dont...but HE REALLY DOES
  3. he should think before he says things.... and actually mean them
  4. HES A DOUCHE
  5. HE WASTED 3 YEARS OF MY FRICKEN LIFE
  6. ugh!
  7. he needs to choose between "flirting around" and having an actual relationship cause he doesnt seem to know the difference
  8. likeing like 5 girls at the same time is indecent
  9. ESPECIALLY SINCE THEYRE ALL MY FRIENDS
stop hurting people bitch

hahah im sorry
rant rant rant
oOOOooooooOOOOOOoooOOOooo
yeah i just dont even know
it was great at the time
hmm
pity
:)
i really want to be a free bird
DONT TAKE THAT THE WRONG WAY
i just do
im just bad at it
i want to be truely single
and roam as the singles do
and being a freakish single
i am sorry
i just dont even remember what its like to be single
liek not having that person who ur attached to
i dont know
i like it to much to give it up though :)
pfffffffft
i cant live without em
im to damn good at being mentally unstable
huh
ohhh weelll
tweet tweet

yeah who am i kidding

Friday, January 15, 2010

Every boy cant be romeo! :)


God im a fattehh
nomnomnomnom
yeah we weent out for nilles cake day dinner
ATE SO MUCH FOOD
god
ahahahah
yeah our server asked us
"how do you girls eat so much??"
HAHHAHA
we peed
and then came up with some humorous answers
so in any future moments when anyone asks
"how do you girls eat so much??"
or any variation of that question
we will answer
ALL AT THE SAME TIME
just to confuse them more
Hun: ....Im not actually a girl
Lizard: Im eating for 2...
Pan: Im just gonna throw it up anyway...
Nille: There just my feelings...

YES
i know
humorous
i dont thing my mother thought so.....
ahahaha
she was just being curious as to why so many people go to mr mikes
....and not the bear country
im like cause theyre practically a bar
and its true
yeah....im so fat
OH WAIT
...thats your mother
OH OH OH
eheheeheh
muhhaha
hahaha
i dont want to clean
i think i may get in the bath
and go to bed
it is not cleaning
IM SICK
i need my sleep
yeah today my head hurt so much in planning
i thought it was going to implode
and then i was dizzy
and falling over
and yeah
not good
CARBON MONOXIDE
only prolly not
YAY.....texts!
twitchy birdland dance!
i thought so
hmm
ahahah
im excited fo sushi tmmrw
YUM
at nilles!
i like bdays
i feel like playing online games
:D
thats right im cool
or zelda
but then my mother will tell me to clean
....not worth it
rarrr
then bird, he came and spread the word! BIRDLAND!
FUD
miles came through, train came too
gvgsdg
aweeee
theyre hanging without me
hahahahahah
damn
im in my bed....in my boxers
and theyre at sassquads
speaking off sass ....im gonna go read her blog
good plan
i thought so
:)

Thursday, January 14, 2010

OK! SERIOUSLY!


COMMENT GAWDDAAAMMNN IT!!!!!!
before i kill someone!
seriously
punchhheeddd IN THE UTERUS!
ahh yes i just cant get enough of your sparkling wit and charm
ummmmmm
ahh yes thousands of lives have been enriched with your wisdom
im sorry
im watching the ugly truth
and i really appreciate her sarcasm
its great
NAD GERARD BUTLER!!!!
i love him
i stayed home sick today
i have an exploding head
especially right now
AHHH
it kept me up all night
it hurts so bad
and i told my brother to give mrs horne my english
and he left it on his bed
but on the bright side i actually tried so at least i can get 50%
GOD
and my head hurts to much to do the math i planned on doing
i wont be able to focus
although i prolly shouldnt be doing this either
OH WELL
hmmmmm
my head hurts
and i need a kleenex
DAMN IT!
hahahahah i love them
katherine higel and gerard butler = AMAZING COUPLE
ahahahah
i know who else is an amazing couple...heheh

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

if one of you dont comment.....i will punch someone in the uterus ...seriously

SOOO
i am posting pictures of my prom dress for the benefit of chelly and domonehh
i love you guys :) :)




aint she a beut??
i thought so
im so sick
and tired
IM SICK AND TIRED
really i am
but vampire weekend helps
AHMG!
Dan le sac Vs. Scroobius pip
LOVE
my goal is to listen to this song so often that i know every word
just like fashionsista
and i can rememeber every word without the music
YUS
i think so
hahah
i dont want to do homework
but i will
and then ill get drugged
and go to bed
and hopefully be alive enough to go to school?
yus
i dont want to draw a picture
at least i dont HAVE to colour it
i can go for some crap shading
YUS
but no demented eyes just cause i hate a character this time
bad idea
he looked crazeh
im so indie....i look UP and see the underground
i have earned an indie phrase
thats right
i have like 10 bands janine doesnt
i know it doesnt sound that amazing ...BUT IT IS
im proud of myself
liz+ red hair =happy

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

JUst dANcE!

( i Love this here image)
SO pretty much
dance was exactly what i was missing
i feel like myself again
which is truly splendid
i appreciate it.
anywho.
thanks to janine and her wonderfulness
and http://www.stumbleupon.com/
i officially have like 100 views more then i did 2 days ago
so thank you anyone out there who i dont know and still reads my blog
it makes me feel a little bit more loved everyday
I APPRECIATE COMMENTS YOU KNOW!
sorry
i really do like comments though.
like a lot
and i dont get any
saaadddfffaacccee
SO even if i have no idea who you are (which i highly doubt)
COMMENT!
its that small button
right
down
there.

Friday, January 8, 2010

life is.....life


thats all there is to it
it is what it is
so stop worrying
it seems like its going to last forever
but before you know it youll be at your wedding or laying on your death bed
which also makes me think.
is your death bed the place where you die?
or the actual bed.
which could mean
you could own your death bed your entire life
although i somehow doubt that
hmmm freaky
back to the point
dont let your problems get you down
yeah i have forgotten this lately
its just been to much for me
but really
who cares?
it will allways get better
even if only for a short period
and your problems will eventually end
and everything wil be good again
just the way we all like it
and why shouldnt we
we all like being happy
its one of the best feelings out there
just like being loved
climbing into your big comfy bed with your favourite pillow after a long day
listening to a new playlist
staring at your brand new 800 page book
or watching the sun slowly descend into the horizon
knowing that tomorrow youll have a new beginning.
those magical moments are what we all strive for
what we love
what we need

....but when we forget these things
it becomes too much
we forget how to deal with our crappy lives
and break down
fall into a heap on the floor
and cry

but its life
and it is what it is
not anything else
so live it
and forget about your problems
because they may seem like to much but when your older
youll realize it was nothing
because thats really what your problems are in this big green world
nothing

Thursday, January 7, 2010

DOWN THEM STAIRS! LOSE DEM CARES!!! WHERE?!?!??! DOWN IN BIRDLAND!!


so yeah
i promised myself id go to bed at like7
its officially like8
damn it
hmm
i still have homework
but this sounded like more fun
rarr
novel study as the last unit was the worst idea of my life
gurrsh
but
im reading the chrysalids
i enjoy it
a lot
mhmm
oh my god
so i had another bad stressful day
i felt the need to pass out injazz
half fell asleep in drama
actually did math in math
but everyone else wasnt so now the cooker is changing the seating arrangements
and without domonehh and shelly i will never get any work done ever again
goooddddddddddddddddddddddd
my brother just told me im amazing in bed
i know its obvious
but he leads to much humor
BAHHAHA he just told me hes not spoiled
wow
hmmm
askjdfnasfvnhaofhvgnodfvfvnofnvghnvv
clickehhhhh
god
i need a weekend
one more day
and possible physical activity tmmrw??
i hope so i really need it
i would have ran every day this week on account of it reduces my stress
if not for the fact that it slike - 20 outside
and the road is like a skating rink
...............
ahhhh i just sneezed
bliss
WHFHGVADFHBVDHFBDFHBODFHBDHBODFBDFOBNDFBDF
THIS IS HOW I DEAL!!!
I DONT HAVE A GODDAMN PROBLEM!!!
meow
oh my god
i should go do my english so i can go to bed
toodaallooos

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Cause im yours to keep if you want to. :)


Won't you call my private number?
We can go away for the summer!

We can drive around with the top down
stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

But I hear that you wanna ditch me
But you know I'm not such a bad seed.

We can drive around with the top down
Stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

We can have some fun with an ear drum
We can bang away on the tom tom.

We can drive around with the top down
Stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

Won't you come on down to the freak show?
He can sit along as my hair grows.

We can drive around with the top down
Stereo turned up loud with a fat sound
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to
Cause I'm yours to keep if you want to

Monday, January 4, 2010

annd im still falling for this vision.


so,
im sorry for that
i think now that ive figured everything out in my head
im fine
although
im still pretty sure that if i tried to do homework i would break down
haha
so im gonna curl my hair and listen to music
mhmm
thats right
and go to bed at a decent time
and yeah i hope you realize your clingy and your subconsciously freaking me out
yeah and i would be telling you this
if not for the fact that you think i went to bed 2 hours ago
sorry about that
hmmmm
rarrrrr
yayy
for good mood
thank you domoney
i love you lotzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
<3
mwah mwah mwah
ahah
meow meow meow
i dont want to have provincials
like i really dont im gonna have to really get down and work my but off gooodddddddddd
huh
dun wanna
oh well

The bells toll. We line up. And one by one we all die. Please tell me im not the first one of us to see the resemblance between school and death row.


god.
i fled the school so fast today.
i just couldnt deal with people.
there were only 4 people i actually thought i might be able to handle
hmmm
you know who you are my lovely ladies
even my close friends made me mad
hmmmm
i cant deal
to many people
wow the socialaholic cant deal
now i wonder how the rest of you feel
yeah
i saw my friends after school and i was just like keep walking amanda
....pray they dont follow you
they didnt
i had to talk to nigel though. gross
im sorry for my bitchiness
they say that good things come to those who wait
so just wait ma foos
ill be fine....soon
oh and by the way
im not angry.
but if you keep asking i will be.

Gahhhddd!!!!! I want to sleeeeeep!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Im the berlin wall, Im a total mess. Your a recking ball, in a summer dress.


HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!
yayayya
new year!
new century!
appocalypse in 2 years??
hmmm i think not
TAKE THAT MR CLOUTIER!
sorreh
hmmmm
jeremiah was a bull frog
how come thats in my head???
im going skiing tmmrw
i should prolly get to sleep
hmmm
nahh
RARR