Fuck you, Fuck you Very, Very much! :)

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
you make me laugh. So im pretty much stoked. Like, of course im not happy with the fact buuuut. Yeah. Ok. So my dads crack whore (notice lack of caps, ever, cause shes a WHORE) A BIG ONE. has apparently moved to New Zealand with my ever loving (not) faj. So, we have known this was a possibility. But truely we thought it was more likely that she was living in PG.
But nooope. SO pretty much me and my brother are planning murder. Of course not litterally. Some quotes from this convo go like this:
Paul: "So, mom, if i come back from NZ with a criminal record would that be a bad thing?"
Mom: "Yes. Even though it does sound like fun." i laughed forever.
BHAAAA
yeah. so i plan on never really referring to her as any thing that is even slightly not bitchy.
possible nicknames include bitch, whore, possibly cunt? just cause i love my brother. Now. Truely at first i was in that hell yes mood. and im stoked to pwn her. just cause. and to get her to make me mince pies alll theee timmmeee. and cut off her hair in her sleep. and
you know put rat poison in her crack. replace her cocaine with icing sugar. you know how it is.
I truely dont understnad how you could ever do that to anyone? What she did to us? I dont know how she lives with her self. Shes idiotic. And very very very lucky. That she has mangaed to avoid me for this long. I used to see her all the time. And really ...i wonder why? oh hey crack whore wanna have sex with me while my kids wait in the car?? ohhh suure fuck tard. sounds like fun. I want to beat her face in so bad. so bad. like to a pulp. and truely. these feelings are not uncalled for at all.

And ok. So fuck tard. Im gonna rant here. the more i rant the easier it will be to actually tell you that i dont think i can ever forgive you for what you did to me? what was all this bull shit you tried to give me how many years ago? yeah, "we and your moms have our problems, but well always be a family" BULLSHIT. we wernt even a family there. The only reason you could deal with being home is because there was something to clean. which means you could ignore us. and all those times you lied? yeah. i know about many. and the rest (which are prolly much more plentiful) i can guess that they are prolly worse. OH and yeah. I dont care if i never had a proper father. But wog needed you. He still needs you. I so wished you had at least tried. And no, giving him a beer at the river bank when hes 8 isnt trying. Not including him in anything you do isnt trying. One of your best friends is being a better dad to him then you ever were. and all he had to do is get him to help with the stupid business that you wouldnt leave to him. Cause youre a tard. and actually wait when im on this i am going to rant. Its your fault that i cant deal with sad feelings adn its your fault that i feel i need to be loved by everyone. And maybe thats why i always loved you more. Cause you didnt love me and i felt i had to try extra hard so you would show any form of fatherly feelings. Mommy gave me all i could ask for. All the love in the world. But she wasnt the challenge you were. Everyday id try to get a hug. Just a hug. I remember when you would get mad ta me for that. Just causee i wanted a hug? cause youre my father? or you are supposed to be... But this only made me try harder. I loved to complain about my legs hurting cause then you would carry me around on your shoulders. You rlove menat so much more to me. I see now its cause there wasnt really any there. and im ok with that. i can deal. but i kno wim better then that whore. so why dont you see that too?? and so i can say i hope the sand and thee booze is treating you well.



oh and.

Look inside,
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who
can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you (Fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get,
Do you get a little kick out of
being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you,
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it and
it's really distasteful

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck yooooou

You say
You think we need to go to war
well you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
who need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you

...i love you.